♥ Colour my Life

Saturday, May 24, 2008

{ 12:03 PM }

I seriously don get it.

It has been an annoyingly

emotional week.

SO is it me?

Which low self esteem person

says i think i am...

Well cant say it out,

It has not only been endless

projects,

but also endless tears.

Life sucks for now i guess.

I will still be who i always am,

jus fake smiles printed all over

my dam retarded face.

Call me whoever, bitch about me , do watsoever

you wan.

BUT i am not someone to fuck around with.

Does it seem like when i need

help i come to u?

this is how much of love we shared

for 18 years now?

Oh if that is wat u think,

be it la ok.

Simple favour puts u off eh?

OH if u claim u have

other lil ones out there,

I AM BETTER OFF DEAD THEN!

Forget about me,

if i was ever in the wrong

for wat has happened

i beg to differ,

and am sorry from the bottom of my black heart.

I hav tried my level best

to speak up and correct you,

but as indians our ego is

as big as an elephant,

nothin will and can be changed.

U always make assumptions

and think i hav got

some superhero power to

predict, be it then.

I might consider being the next

wat? um...

THE MINDWOMAN?

This aint some telepathy game ure playing,

reality check,

itsss LIFE!!!

Donno wat it means?

Go dig ur bloody dictionary la.

What hav i done?

IF u wanna brood about the past

is that suppose to be my fault?

WELL, i believe in god,

He taught me to forgive and forget.

Maybe u a bit siao la.

Can tell,

i mean,

not only did u do it to me,

but to him,

u could hav been angry wid us for god noes wat reasons

but when we meet u become some i dono,

so dam effin sarcastic n rude,

it really up to you to make decisions,

youre old enough,

probably u jus need some time,

i will be waiting,

For the tears u made me shed you owe me,

i am still willing to make it up to u,

but watever came out from ur mouth for the past

few days aint very nice.

I NEED A BREAK,

BRING ME SOMEWHERE,

BEACH, PARK ?

ANYWHERE.

You, you and you.

iAMtotallyDisappointedNever

haveiThoughtYouallWould

dothistome.

for those people who knows

about wats going on about all this,

i thank u truckloads for being there,

ur shoulder was more then enough.

your msgs jus made my day,

ur hugs made me sway,

i love u,

like everyday.

i WILL SMILE jus for you.

MY pondering starts from 3,2,1 NOW!

Friday, May 16, 2008

{ 10:55 AM }

Responsibility is a big word.

Jam n hop is out of my list.

I think i need to dig out my

social life.

Oh pls, you annoy me like no other,

i don hate you,

but you make me wanna......

Mothers day was a bomb.

And us celebrating 38

mths wid such overflowing love :)

oh and that lollipop song is plain disgusting can!

Friday, May 9, 2008

{ 10:08 AM }

nerdy day

suziee

Tummy,

Oh dear Tummy,

Where did i go wrong?

Wat happen to you?

Makin me sit

near the exit

of the cinema

aint a good idea,

painstaking lil thing.

Speed racer,

i missed a few parts,

but it was a satisfying movie i can say,

towards the end,

one word,

AWESOME.

Endless projects

fatigues me.

oh OH!

Ive got a song for all of you.

Nat,aisyah and myself

made tis up in the toilet,

u will enjoy if u can

apprehend it .

ENGLISH: Oh Mr sun, sun mr golden sun

please shine down on me.

CHINESE:Wei mr suns suns mr golden suns

peace shine on me lei.

TAMIL: DEI mr sun sun mrrr golden sunnu,

please shinenu on me la da!

MALAY(Best): Eh eh, mr sun kot shine on

me la sialll! hahahahah

Alright time for pics,

am dead tiredd.

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

{ 7:33 AM }

I MISS HER,

like how a child

would miss its blanket.

Sunday, May 4, 2008

{ 12:02 AM }

VINITHA VALERIE VINCENT HENRY

God gave a gift to the world when you were born,
a person who loves, who cares,
who sees a person’s need and fills it,
who encourages and lifts people up,
who spends energy on others
rather than herself,
someone who touches each life she enters,
and makes a difference in the world,
because ripples of kindness flow outward
as each person you have touched, touches others.
Your birthday deserves to be a national holiday,
because you are a special treasure
for all that you’ve done.
May the love you have shown to others
return to you, multiplied.
I wish you the happiest of birthdays,
and many, many more,
so that others have time to appreciate you
as much as I do.

And because you stay close to my heart,

i wish you happy birthday my lady love :)

I LOVE YOU MANY!