Thursday, July 31, 2008
{ 10:18 AM }
WHAT I DO IN SCH.
i love sch.
i love my friends.
i love you.
goodbyes
tmrm presentation dam excited!
wohoo!
bye la
Monday, July 28, 2008
{ 9:26 AM }
Has there ever been a point in life,
u jus feel like throwing everything ard,
messing up your room,
feeling as furious as ever before.
Well thats how i am feelin right abt now.
DON ASK WHY, cause i don hav the answers either.
Today,
I smiled widely when i saw my other half
running into my room screamin my name.
It so made my day.
She is like an angel,
how much i hav missed her.
All i wanna hear is good news from her
i Pray hard i really do.
I think my life is a mess now.
ITS OK,
after next week
i am A free bird as IN LITERALLY MAN!
HOLIDAYS WOHO!
school's a killerbee,
seriously.
I feel emotionless now?
wait is this good or bad?
wat the helll is wrong wid me?
goshhhhhh!
ok.
i wanna be the happy gal i hav always been
is that too much to ask?
OK but i am realy happy for the people i hav ard me,
besides the fact that i don like wat i am doing.
God has showered his blessings upon me,
even before i asked for a special someone to enter my life,
Dearest Castillo Paul Adolph
is one of his wonderful deeds,
I thank him a zillion for sending this beautiful creation
of his, whom he has sent down to take care of me like a baby and keep me elated
in every way. He never fails to put a smile on
my face despite his annoying lil mischiefs.
SEE, even if god noes i am unhappy wid wat i am doing,
he makes me smile eventually.
Family is another reason why i smile,
even if i bicker up wid parents aint they jus 2 people in your
life whom u can never ever ever ever forget?
I feel bad that i cant spend time wid them cause of sch.
i will catch up wid them once schs out.
JOe boy is suffering from some sickness i noe it,
he is as skinny as i dono,
i jus fall into lala land that even when he wakes me
up i cant get up to feed him.
HEs so cute,
today i came into my room switched on the light,
quickly changin jus in time to run to the toliet to pee,
and there he goes callin out for me after he gets the NATALIES aroma.
GOODNESS how adorable?
OK, i love love love everyone !
I love the people ard me including friends.
I miss Patma Priya already.
Hope to see you soon if ure reading this darling! <3
Mom is much better now,
Dad i am clueless
but i am really worried,
he is on leave but i noe he feels the pain.
DEAR lord,
i pray for them to recover as soon as possible,
for there are the one i love and care for.
Amen.
GOD IS GREAT,
seriously,
i did some soul searchin and finally,
i dont feel spiritually low anymore,
i feel his presence ard me,
i noe he hears me out,
i noe he will keep me happy,
afterall we r all his children.
SO come lets adore him :)
god bless.
Friday, July 25, 2008
{ 7:08 PM }
HE IS THE ONE I DATED HEHE :)
And then,after school headed down to PS,
D-A-T-I-N-G,
I was enjoying the lollipop he gave me,
ecstatically actually,
Dark night,
our first date wohooo!(coughs)
He is really swit serioussly,
He bought me nachos since i love cheese like
no other!
Ok it the funniest date i have been on.
so listen up haha.
I went "look THIS FASHION"
He goes "FUCK FASHION!" , without much delaying he said
it the nex sec its damm funnyyy!
AND THEN
Boy: "I CAUGHT IT , I CAUGHT IT!"
Girl:" CAUGHT WAT FISH?, BIG FISH SMALL FISH?"
Boy:" YOUR FATHER FISH!"
HEHE.
His rather stupid yet funny replies amuses me. haha
HE GOES, "YOUR HIPS DONT LIE, MINE ALWAYS TELLS THE TRUTH!"
he was super confident when he said that, whereas me Natalie Peters,
was on the floor laughin at him. haah!
Oh boy, youre as cute as hellllll!
Updated!
i jus got home after another day wid him,
he bought for me roti john which i always craved for,
jus because the taste is dam good!
IT was finger lickin good!
i am dead serious lor.
finally i had my sleep,
after a exhausting week,
where my sleep wasnt even in the list.
alright thats all folks,
OHOH,
i love that boy! <3
oh YES I DO WHEEEEEEEEE
MY BOY LOLLIPOP :)
Thursday, July 24, 2008
{ 7:24 AM }
When i seek him,he does wonderful things to make me happy,
thats for sure!
Today i felt super blessed,
The friends around me r more then
wat they say awesome.
I LOVE THEM TO BITS,
AS i was rushing my wrk to submit to ayob,
Lirong, Kaimin, Hazwani, Giraffe ,Nick
helped me finish my work,
and i owe nick n giraffe bubble tea.
OH god showed me how wonderful my friends are,
and i am definitely thank ful for tat.
But today i missed AISYAH J so much,
i barely heard her voice,
i hope ure feelin ok aisyah,
cant wait to meet you tmrm
to do our wrk.
Even if the end of my day was ruined cause of something,
i decided to buy myself DESSERT!
ANDDDD,
HERE I AM ginning away wid every spoon hehe :)
INDULGING SOLLUU!
Me anggy n sonia cam whored during subs hahaha.
And its funny how the whole class made fun of my indian way
of interpreting things and my " i volunterrrrr youu!" haha.
LOVE U PEOPLEEEE.
OH and i am not a sophisticated indian woman
i hav no idea why everyy one calls me that in class this days
grrrrrrr.
yes hazwani our class rocks,
thats stopping me from quittin :(
'
I also love my "family"
Castillo Appa
Natalie Amma
Natasha 1st daughter
Sonia 2nd daugther
Nick Only son
Aisyah j my gynae
Pols ran away at birth now came from the birth drawer hahahah!
Friends are the only reason why i wanna go school,
oh i love school now.
After sch went dinner wid baby to ananas cafe haahhaa!!!
there i saw my beloved gayathri menon,
freak i miss sec sch as much as i thought i would.
Tamil class waffles i am craving for.
grrrrrrrrrrrr
I miss them i miss everyone.
esp bubu!
Parents are really ill,
i dono why,
oh god pls take care of them while i am not
by their side,
i pray for their recovery.
Amen.
CANT WAIT FOR FRIDAY,
AM GOING DATING.
:) <3
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
{ 4:45 PM }
IT was all because i did not seek you,
i refused to even when i was in dilemma,
how stupid,
i am really sorry,
OH god pls forgive me,
i promise i will the nex time,
from now on..
Mom has already scolded me,
i guess she realised it too,
i deserve it anyways.
Oh come let us adore him :)
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
{ 1:18 PM }
HOHOHO.
i mus discipline myself already,
no more skippin classes,
no more giving myself excuses,
no more sleepy head,
no more no more,
am really confused,
I should move on and do something i wan right?
YES I SHOULD.
good bye VC.
i don wan you.
BUT nevertheless,
i fucking love my classmates haiz :(
Monday, July 21, 2008
{ 10:21 AM }
i am confused,
yet again i hate my life and myself,
i need someone to make it better,
only one can,
joe boy i missed you for 3 dayssss,
here i comee!
ihatehowmuchiloveyou
hatehatehatehatehatehate
ishouldnot.
{ 7:31 AM }
i love u pigggyyy!
omen wthhhh
don ask why the face i dono also
i love this woman!
i had hell of a time!
after!
before...
you make my life complete:)
the sleepy head ahahha!
the love of my life :)
my twin!
i love my class
the cutest thing alive! LOL
nick took tis pic when i was doing my work
look at the stupid face
the paper rose
this vini took it when i was asleep!
orange day!!
ok I SHALL blog properly now.
Firstly,
kl trip was oh-so-awesome!
loved every sec of it,
i don regret going despite
the chaos at home.
BUT i guess its the first and last trip
wid my other family:(
wasted cassy n shina were not there.
Secondly,
ok i noe i can sayin this a bit late but hell yeah
filp flops are over,
but now comes taj mahal,
wth,
anggy and amelia asked me wat i got,
when i said taj mahal,
they were laughin like machines HAHA!
I noe so dam ironic damn,
i wanted to get a topic i didnt noe anything abt,
but noooooo it seems like i still hav to follo my roots haha!
Thirdly,
THIS WEEK i am gonna be a dead chicken seriously,
so many things due and yet i am not done wid them
so now am gonna recall wat i hav to do.
- Ayobs by TMRM!(SHIT)
- Ngs self portrait n all other drawing not done
- Ayobs wrk all touched up by thursday, i heaven done my third piece!
- Art history presentation
- Design methodology 2nd assignment
- Colour studies painting + 2nd assignment
- Comm skill presentation
OH god pls help me.
Fourthly,
this part is for my darling Aisyah j
i am really sorry for wat has happened to ur laptop,
it kinda hurts to see u in sucha state.
Dont worry am sure it can be repaired ok babe?
You noe ure part of my family,
and i wan u to be happy!
oh come on Aisyahhhh,
I LOVE YOU FOREVER X 12345689684727167949945
and thanks for the successful birth of my baby POLS HAHA.
Now I HAV GOT 3 DAUGHTERS HAAH.
great my family is expanding.
Fifthly,
SOME ASS gave me a paper rose today,
its stupid i bet its a prank or some bet the fello made wid
his friends or some shit,
so stupid but the rose was made nicely,
nick said it was the best tissue paper rose he has seen so far
stupid guy if i ever see u again!
damn i will kill u!!!!
LASTLY,
for you,
i am not angry a single bit abt wats going on you should noe.
I love u til like forever n ever,
i miss hugging u while sleeping,
seriouslyyyyyyyy.
i love u :)
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Sunday, July 20, 2008
{ 7:54 AM }
I hate how u don consider,
wat my thoughts will be when i read those stuff,
i mean seriously,
it annoys me to the maxi -mum!
GET A LIFE la ok.
fuck angry wid you,
how can u write abt me like that?
thanks la gal.
after all this years of friendship
i see how much i meant to u!
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
{ 3:37 PM }
Happy 40 months anni baby!
OH I LOVE YOU.
looking thru all this yrs of joy,
i realised youre the one for me.
peektures from then till now.
TIME CHECK : 6.42AM
HEAVEN slept from yesterday,
am i dead or wat?
ah tuks class at one
i hope i can wake up,
oh goodnesss,
am doing my flip flops and finishin it up,
to be able to print them out tmrm
and add some colours and stick it up,
I jus hate how some people can be such racist assholes!
gr.
I am confused,
should i or not?
maybe i should thats if i make it,
ummmmmmmmmmmm
God is hinting me i think?
oh nvmmmm.
PONDER PONDER NAT.
Saturday, July 12, 2008
{ 1:27 PM }
I bet everyone is gonna miss the green car,
damnnnnn it has to goo.
WHEREVER YOU ARE am sure our hearts will be wid u!
You rock my balls yawww.
HOHOHO.
LOVE U GREEN CAR :(
I am not anywhere near finishin for Ayobs,
anyone in the same boat as me?
oh goodnesss,
stress yet again,
why why why,
and colour studies + subrina(half done) + ngs nest(kenna redo) + art history + material tech(eggs) + design methodology + comm skill presentation = SHIT!
HOHOHO.
time check 4.39am,
wat am i doing?
cutting forex,
hoping it will come out well this time ard.
I hate how my parents come out wid random conversations,
like today,
how abt migrating to india and downgrading the house! *&^%
Jus because standard of living in singapore is too high,
and cause we will be well-off there?
so so so so so wat?
i don wanna be richhhhh,
i wanna be like this,
i dont even speak proper tamil can?
converse in tamil everyday siao ar,
u go urself migrate la hahah
goshhhhh cant imagine myself in india forever,
widout my darlings here,
DOES THAT MEAN I NEED TO MARRY AN ENGINEER IN INDIA?
HELLLLLLLLL NOOOO HELLBOY!
HAHAHAHAHHAHA.
i would rather marry a cow and make it wear a bra,
ok am so stressed,
so i should take a chill pill right abt now!
ok will go cut my forexxx
see yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :)
{ 5:38 AM }
Natalie : OH my goodness i can die sia doing this shit.
Priya : I will die for you.
Natalie : Wa my heart can drop man.
Priya : My heart will drop for you.
HAHAHA.LOL.
cuteee siaaaa,
oh i miss her yet again.
:(
Assignments making me go CRAAAAA-ZIIII
Thursday, July 10, 2008
{ 11:20 AM }
ALL i ever do
is cry real loud
hopin god hears me out.
i hav never felt like this before.
I think i am really cursed.
GOD bless me.
:(
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
{ 10:08 PM }
i skipped sch,
sick n tired............!
Prayers went well,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AKKA,
31 YEARS OLD!
OLD LADY SIAAAAA,
CANT BELIVE I HAV GROWN SO MUCH INTO U!
LOVE U SISTA!
woke up at 7.30
jus to follo baby for his NUB interview
and i jus realised they r dam lame shit,
they ask u to write 500 word essay
on if u think cows should wear bras?
howwww stupid hahah!
MY dear mr paul said no
cause he thinks animals should be naked?!
i would hav said yes cause it would be much interesting
and guys need not stare at us but at cows too ahhahha
and it will definitely be captivating to see cows WID coloured bras on.
oh come on i know u agree to hahah!
some privacy for the unspoken ones pls.
LOL.
alright am offf to do my work.
BYE loves.
{ 9:03 AM }
I really dono wat hav i done in life that i
deserve all this.
oh god, pls i am really breakin down too much
help me thru this hustle pls make things right for me,
i will be waiting, i cant be puttin on this fake smile
to everyone can i?
OH AM I CURSED?
DAMN IT.
i miss bubu really do, recover soon baby :)
I HATE MY LIFE REALLY DO.
pls dont put me to the test,
pondering why i hav to go thru such things.
Saturday, July 5, 2008
{ 9:18 AM }
FUCK.
i wanna kill myself.
i didnt sleep n did ayobs work,
and all i got was 3.8(not gpa, its the marks i got for my wood cuttin)?
WOW, great indeed.
Am dam freaking stressed,
and no one is helpin.
i wanna kill myself,
seriously kill.
no printer, no wood, no glue for forex, no light box, no idea
yes Natalie jus kill urself now.
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
{ 2:02 PM }
AND SO..
after 7 hours of cutting,
cabbing home wid mid night charge,
bein afraid of Mr.wobble,
laughing away wid bu till 1am,
thisiswaticameupwid
still think its unsuccessful lei.
thanks bu you helped alot :)
i love this woman!
after!
