how i neglected you just when i thought u were slping in peace,
but rather,
you were dead :(
LOVE U JOE BOY:(
Now ure gone,
i realised my love for u was strong,
and i miss u now that ure gone :(
Its always hard to give up someone u love so much,
despite the fact that i love animals so much,
i wanna keep so many when i hav my own house,
but losing them is something i never wanted to consider,
cause everyone has to die eventually,
right?
Friday, December 26, 2008
{ 6:40 AM }
Just when i am so happy,
i wanted to play with my lovely joey,
i went to look at him and call him,
just to realise that he was not breathin and his
hands were black.
I was shakin and too shock,
i went to tell my mom,
Just before i can cry,
my mom said he is dead :(
this is really hard for me to accept,
he was playin happily wid everyone yesterday,
i didnt expect this at all,
i miss him so much alreadyyy.
JOE BOY,
YOU WERE,
my best friend,
my boy friend,
my strength,
my lover,
my happiness,
my sadness,
my pet,
my tear wiper,
my everything,
you were there for me thru thick n thin,
i am glad you come back to our house n died
instead of elsewhere,
i noe u were very sick,
nevertheless,
u fought for it,
and stayed strong,
i look up to you,
and salute u for that joe boy,
haiz now the cage is empty,
i cant take this.
You used to wake me up in the middle of the night,
now i wont hear you at all :(
EVEN WORST CASTILLO IS NOT HERE,
I AM DYING.
My parents are also very sad,
my deepest condolences to you joey baby,
i love you so much,
i noe you hav been so sick,
i hav treated you like my baby,
giving u food,
puttin oil on your wounds n all,
i love u so much,
you even lose both ur legs,
and still i managed to cure them,
without bringing him to the vet,
haiz haiz.
my tears is never stopping,
i need him so much.
i miss him so much,
i love you joe boy,
now i cant go " joe boy chayang"
haiz.
My dad buried him for me.
JOE BOY I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU,
YOU HAV BEEN THE BEST PET EVER,
I LOVE YOU FOR EVERYTHING,
FOR THOSE WHO NOE ME,
YOU SHOULD NOE HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM,
I EVEN BROUGHT HIM TO SCH WHEN HE WAS SUPER ILL.
:(
i will take it as he was dam ill and he died peacefully,
i am sorry i wasnt there for u joe boy :(
i shall miss you baby joey chayang :(
R.I.P JOE BOY
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH,
I DIDNT WANNA LOSE YOU,
BUT I GUESS YOU DID WANNA TELL ME,
AND BOTHER ME AND JUST WENT OFF,
I WILL PRAY FOR U EVERYDAY BABY,
I EVEN TOLD CASTI I LOVE JOE MORE THAN HIM,
HAIZ :(
I CANT STOP CRYING,
GOD BLESS YOU JOE,
I NOE URE IN A WONDERFUL PLACE NOW,
AND GOD WILL TAKE CARE OF U FOR ME.
BYE.
{ 2:15 AM }
MERRY CHRISTMAS LOVES:)
Merry Christmas to my love!
Enjoy the holiday!
Revel where the angels move,
Rejoice in what they say!
Years burn life down to a stub;
Christmas comes and goes.
Happiness lies at the nub,
Refuse of one's woes.
Inside the husk there is the seed,
Shivering with glory;
The midnight cold, the dire need,
Mere setting for the story.
All the labor, loss, and pain
Sings of beauty born again.
Christmas is a time for love and fun, A time to reshape souls and roots and skies, A time to give your heart to everyone
Freely, like a rich and lavish sun, Like a burning star to those whose lonely sighs Show need of such a time for love and fun.
For children first, whose pain is never done, Whose bright white fire of anguish never dies, It's time to give your heart to every one,
That not one angel fall, to hatred won For lack of ears to listen to her cries, Or arms to carry him towards love and fun,
Or friends to care what happens on the run To adult life, where joy or sadness lies. It's time to give your heart to everyone,
For God loves all, and turns His back on none, Good or twisted, ignorant or wise. Christmas is a time for love and fun, A time to give your heart to everyone.
This christmas is jus a whole new different feeling,
with my new crib which everyone loved :)
and i love my room so much i would die in here.
ALL my lovers came over,
not forgettin my baby whom i am missing alot now,
cause he is away for 3 days,
hav fun baby!
PEEEKTURES NOW.
YAY I LOVE MY HOME :)
When the men in the house refuse to decorate the christmas tree, i do this to urge them ahhaha.
haha so cute :)
my gothic christmas tree.
the retards whom i adore :)
our black n white christmas, my third christmas wid my babyboy :) :)
my walk-in affair :)
HAHAHAHHA DAM FUNNY.
JUST like our first christmas at my place :)
i love u B!
:P
:) my baby so HOT :)
PS: AMA AND HAZ send me pics i wanna upload!
THANK YOU LOVERS, FOR COMIN OVER FOR MAKIN MY CHRISTMAS A JOLLY ONE:)
TO CELEBRATE TH BIRTH OF CHRIST WITH THE PEOPLE WHOM U LOVE,
IS JUS WONDERFULLL :)
Monday, December 15, 2008
{ 9:33 AM }
HAPPY 45 MTHS ANNI BABY LOVE :)
Every mth that I'm with you Is been better than before, It's hard for me to imagine How I could love you more.
Every mth you've graced my life Has been full of happiness, I love your caring face, your voice, Your tender, sweet caress.
Every mth when this day comes, I'm filled with love and pleasure, Happy Anniversary, ,Castillo BABY, My joy, my delight, my treasure.
Our anniversary means a lot, Much more than any another day, I celebrate my love for you, And cherish you in every way.
Through passing time, our love still grows, It lasts through all good times and bad. Our future together still shines bright, With more good times to be had :)
YAY.
i love you Castillo Paul Adolph,
Happy 45th anni B<3
Shing-a-la Gangsters la.
:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)
I really dono how to thank you,
for makin my birthday a memorable one,
cause i was very stressed and moody,
and kept repeating
"My 18th birthday is gonna be a bore"
YOU CHANGED IT TO,
" WA, i will never forget my 18th birthday"
First the cake and,
not forgetting all the wonderful gifts u bought me,
without grumbling or even lookin at the price,
Making arrangement to surprise me
over at ur place,
SERIOUSLY,
when i saw everyone,
i thought it was a dream,
cause i jus woke up,
YOU VERY SMART LA,
when i was sleepin in the car,
you could stop at petrol stations,
get off jus to talk on the fone,
when i thought u had to withdraw money,
CHEATER!
I DIDNT EVEN NOTICE THAT,
when everyone screamed "surprise!"
i was like huh i am sleepy.
hahahaha.
BUT AFTER THAT I WAS LIKE SHIT,
WAT U ALL DOING SIA?
THEN I SAW THE CAKE,
AND DIED,
SERIOUSSSLY,
BABY URE THE SWEETEST THING ALIVE! :)
AND I CAN NEVER STOP LOVING YOU.
cant wait to see u first thing tmrm morning:)
AND this is my fourth birthday wid you,
i hav no regrets cause at the end of the day,
I GO HOME WID THE HUGE-S SMILE :)
WHICH YOU ALWAYS ADORE.
MUAHHHHHHHH,
and this month i had quite a few sleepovers at ur place,
and being wid you is jus a whole new different feeling,
i feel so safe when ure by my side,
lookin at u sleep jus makes me wanna
hug and kiss u a million times
cause ure too ADORABLE :)
THANK YOU,
Vinitha, Alli, JJ, Jonas, Dominic,
Cassy, Leslie, Vimal , Sonia ,
Danny :)
love you people.
OH and obviously,
Baby bu for bringing me
to fish n co plus plus,
all the lovely gifts :)
GET WELL SOON B :(
Friday, December 12, 2008
{ 10:17 AM }
THIS MADE MY BORING 18TH A WONDERFUL ONE,
I NEED TO THANK MY LOVERS :)
UPDATES SOON.
PS: i had to cut myself,
i freakin love the cake!!! :)
Thursday, December 11, 2008
{ 12:30 PM }
-TYPO-
THIS TOTALLY SUCKS,
MY BIRTHDAY
DOESNT SEEM LIKE IT LA SERIOUSLY,,
school jus sucks my blood,
ONE MORE SLEEPLESS NIGHT
AND FINALLY,
MY GRADES THIS TERM IS GONNA BE SHIT
SUCKSSSSS!
AND I AM FINALLY DONE WID TYPO.
:)
BUT i didnt add in my teeth cause it looks awfully retarded.
SHIT NOW AHTUKS,
CANT WAIT FOR TMRM TO END,
AND ENJOY MY 18TH.
THANK YOU SHINA, HANALI AND HAZWANI
FOR UR BIRTHDAY WISHES THRU UR BLOGS,
REALLY MADE ME SMILE :)
I LOVE YOU GALS TRUCK LOTS MUAH :)
AND BABYBOY, AM SORRY FOR NOT LETTING YOU STUDY,
CAUSE U HAD TO BRING ME FOR DINNER,
AND FOR ALL UR GIFTS I DONO HOW TO THANK YOU
SERIOUSLY, YOU ROCK MY BALLS,
AND I LOVE YOU MORE EACH DAY,
NOW GO STUDY FELLA.
MUAH.
OH AND THANKS EVERYONE ELSE FOR UR GIFTS :P
ESP MR. MELVIN MOSES MY FREAKIN ASS SWIT BROTHER,
i am indeed a lucky lil sis of urs :)
CAUSE YOU ACTUALLY BOUGHT ME A GUESS WALLET U STUPID!
HAHA,
LOVE U ANNEH :))
"NAT I THINK URE GETTING OLDER,
AND ITs HIGH TIME U GET RID OF AL UR NOT SO POSH WALLETS,
AND CARRY THIS GREEN ONE ARD,
TO MAKE CASTI JEALOUS HAAHA!"
FUNNY BRO BUT I LOVE HIM LIKE HELL!
AND,
my AMMA,
is dead hilarious,
hahahahaha.
SHE CALLS ME AT 5.55AM,
on my birthday,
cause i was rather disappointed that she didnt
call at 12am instead
but nvm,
well unfortunately, i was asleep at 5.55am,
and then she calls again at um, 3plus,
AND GO "HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAL!"
haha,
and she asked me why i didnt answer at 5.55am,
so i went "AMMA OBVIOUSLY I WAS ASLEEP LA!,
WHY U CALL SO EARLY ARR.."
she replies " YOU SLEEPING! NO LA,
YOU WERE CRYING WAT! CAUSE THAT WAS THE TIME U WERE BORN!"
NATALIE'S REACTION..............................
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
"AMMA YOURE DAM FUNNY ARRRR"
"THANK YOU AMMA,
I MISS YOU"
:(
TO TELL THE THE TRUTH,
I MISS MY FAMILY ALOT :(
Monday, December 8, 2008
{ 11:14 AM }
TIME NOW IS 3.15 AM
AND I AM AT SITI'S
PLACE DOING MY DAMN ASS
I POD SKIN FOR HERMAN'S
JUST CAUSE I CANT TRUST SOME
FRIENDS OF MINE AND CAUSE I DONT
HAVE AN ILLUSTRATOR.
GRR.
I MISS YOU CASTILLO PAUL.
:(
Sunday, December 7, 2008
{ 9:04 AM }
I WANNA MAKE UP RIGHT NOW NANA!!
[Verse 1]
It's been so long
That I haven't seen your face
I'm tryin' to be strong
But the strength I have is washing away
Wont be long, before i get you by my side
And just hold you, tease you, squeeze you
Tell you what's been on my mind
[chrous]
I wanna make up right na na na
I wanna make up right na na na
Wish we never broke up right na na na
we need to link up right na na na
I wanna make up right na na na
I wanna make up right na na na
Wish we never broke up right na na na
we need to link up right na na na
[Verse 2]
Girl I know, mistakes were made between us two
And we show our ass that night even said some things weren't true
