Friday, January 30, 2009
{ 4:43 AM }
Like always,
i wish to be a butterfly,
where i can spread my wings wide,
and fly high.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
{ 9:41 AM }
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF
I HATE MYSELF
I AM A BIG MISTAKE
I AM A BIG MISTAKE
I AM A BIG MISTAKE
I KNOW YOU HATE ME,
I SHOULD JUST KILL MYSELF,
NATALIE SHOULD JUS FUCK OFF,
RIGHT NOW.
BYE.
Sunday, January 18, 2009
{ 10:32 AM }
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNEH!
I LOVE YOU FOREVER :)
I'm fortunate, and I'm glad
I got you for my brother,
Even if I had the chance,
I wouldn't pick another.I'm happy you're in my life,
You're my winner, come what may.
May your birthday wishes come true
On your very special day.
:)
You hav nurtured me in everyway,thought me to be a good gal,U hav always been the one i adoreand look up too,i can deny this but i really love you.
You hav thought me to be who i am nw,you told me never to give up and never doubt myself,you made me realize i am a strong gal,even when i was so afraid of u,you showered ur love all over me,Because of u, i can never stop laughing,you make me smile with ALL ur lame jokes like" Drink peksi?"haha,for that i love you even more,I can never ask God for a better brother,cause you give me watever i need/want to stay alive,and i will never forget how i was so scared of u last time,till i fainted when u scolded me,and when i was locked in my room so scared to go out,i had to pee in the small dustbin in my room,WA,BUT STILLLLL,I LOVE YOUUU,and i will never disobey u for any reasons :) <3
NOW I CANT DENY THAT UR AN OLD MAN,i really wished u would stand by meand guide my every step,but do u hav to get married?nonono! not now at least haha.
I LOVE YOU ANNEH,HOPE UR BIRTHDAY WAS A BLAST,REMEMBERRR URE AN OLD MAN :)
Saturday, January 17, 2009
{ 1:31 PM }
Oh lord,
pls be by my side and guide me thru
this obstacles.
I thank you for the miracles so far,
now am jus praying for one more,
pls help me make the right choice,
and not regret again,
AMEN.
I will be blogging again soon,
TILL then goodbye.
I miss Cas alot :(
Saturday, January 10, 2009
{ 9:39 AM }
Hope abides, therefore I abide.
Countless frustrations have not cowed me.
I am still alive, vibrant with life.
The black cloud will disappear,
The morning sun will appear once again
In all its supernal glory.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
{ 9:14 AM }
And this song came in FIRST for oli's countdown this year,
and my dad is so in love with it,
when the rest r wondering why in the world,
Nenjukkul peidhidum didnt come in first,
but rather fourth?
Well, at least it got to the top 5 positions, :0
Kangal Irandal is Belly raj's first song,
and WOW,
its indeed awesome,
and kudos to you fella.
HAHA.
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So,
sch has been a so-so situation for me,
TODAY,
i need to apologize to m dearest loving,
AJ!
I AM SO SORRRYYYY LOVEEE :(
I really didnt noe ur mushroom was hiding inside my jacket!,
Oh well,
at least u got ur file + mushroom back,
so there is no need for alll these panicking:)
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I am totally lost for Subrina's YOLO,
i hav no freaking idea on how i should bring my idea across to everyone,
and worst still, She wants to see the idea in less then,
24HRS?
OH BROTHER,
DEAD MEAT IT IS:(
For once i think jk's class was acceptable,
FOR ONCE THAT IS,
haha.
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TOO VINITHA,
YOU R DAMM CHEEEKKY AR,
for 8 weeks,
every thursday that is,
i am gonna be laughin my ass out,
with that lady love of mine,
cause she jus cracks me up like no one else haha.
"BOO BOO"
hahahahhahaha.
indian ghost it seems.
AND she looks at a guy unzip his pants,
sorry vinitha i had too la!
OH OH, and gd luck on finding ur twilight bookk,
WILL SMITH IS STILL BETTER, :P
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Baby!!
THANKS FOR THE TUTUS,
HAHAH.
Sorry u only had half a tutu.
Ure my candy empire :)
AND PLS HURRY,
me vini cassy and the rest,
we are gonna invade ur estate,
Hopefully no police complains haha.
I have been missing u quiteee a lot this days baby,
i dono why,
i jus wanna be by you all day,
but sadly our schs are taking us apart,
and killing us,
BUT,
we still make time for each other right bum?
WA URE DAMMMMM GAY AR.
AND i love how,
EVERYONE IS SINGING
"PONYO PONYO"
hahah,
the fish wid the round tummy,
its kinda shocking how all the timings for that movie,
is selling fast,
I might go catch it some time,
but before that,
i will watch my Benjamin buttons,
BRAT PITT,
drooling pls.
since Polly pocket aka casti,
is urging me not to watch online,
WHAT AN ASS,
BUT STILL I LOVE YOU BAMBINO (baby) :)
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Cant wait for jan14,
cause its pongal + anni!
But obviously cause my aunty is so sweet,
that she is makin m pongal whee!
I remember in india i was indulging in them,
while others find me weird cause they were like,
" she is eating pongal when its isnt even pongal?"
In tamil that is,
haha,
the hotel waiter knew wat my order was gonna be every morning,
HAHA, hhooho.
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I keep forgetting joe boy isnt ard,
and still call out his name,
and go look for him in his cage,
i miss his presence so much so,
some times i don wanna come to my room,
Had this random convo wid mom,
we shared how much we miss him,
and she is pestering me to go get a new one soon,
but they aint ready,
cause they are still pinkish,
and feeding on their mommy's milk,
how adorable! :)
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On the first sunday of 2009,
i opened my heart and soul,
and worshipped you,
You made me feel so clean and blessed,
thank you lord,
i need you so much right now,
I am glad i need to start my duties again,
acolyte :)
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TOODLES :)
Sunday, January 4, 2009
{ 10:10 AM }
Bring it on.
I've got a new offspring,
An addition to my ipod, mac bk, castillo,
THIS TIME its big!
But don worry sony,
i will never ditch you,
cause u are more simplified
then Kony baby :)
Ps: nikon rocks.
Saturday, January 3, 2009
{ 8:09 AM }
Seven names. Seven strangers. One secret.
This movie put me to tears,
I mean i will never never not catch Will smith's movie,
cause hes my fav actor and he rocks,
but despite all his comedies,
i realise he a dam gd actor,
and his movies always inspire me.
After watchin this move,
even though its sad i feel like donating parts of my body
to those who need them :(
Esp my eyes,
cause i am preety sure some would benefit,
but again i might hav to consider i guess.
SO PEOPLE GO WATCH IT,
haha i think he should work with the directors of the pursuit of happiness more often.
While watching this movie i got reminded
of hitch which was exactly 3yrs 7 mths ago,
and he still looked young,
but this movie he looked rather old,
i hope he will still continue makin more movies,
i wan a comedy cause its been a while,
and will some kind soul buy me Fresh Prince Of Bel - Air
season 5 n 6 pls?
ok now, i wanna watch I am legend for the TENTH time.
Cause he is hot and its a great movie.
Will smith is gettin old he's 41 :(
So my nex movie is benjamin button!!
cant wait,
after aisyah told me wat it is abt,
i read up and yes i don belive when some say it aint gd,
i wanna judge it myself.
WOHOO.
I wanna get high on toffeenut frap again,
haha tmrm after church is STARBUCKS,
and then i shall go for the roadshow and
make my wish come true :) :)
goodbye.
" Set out each day believing your dreams.
Know without a doubt that YOU were made for amazing things"
:)
Thursday, January 1, 2009
{ 2:29 PM }
HAPPY NEW YEAR, LOVES!
Looking back on the months gone by,
As a new year starts and an old one ends,
We contemplate what brought us joy,
And we think of our loved ones and our friends.Recalling all the happy times,
Remembering how they enriched our lives
We reflect upon who really counts,
As the fresh and bright new year arrives.And when I ponder those who do,
I immediately think of you. :)
For some reasons,i totally agree 2008 has been rather hardfor some of us.But since the start i had this bad feeling,but this time round it was different.
2008 has thought me alot of things,it has made me a strong person,it has thought me to love everyone ard me,it has guided me to be who i want to be,it has made me ponder all day,it has made me realise that i am who i am,it has brought me to a pt where i wanted to die,and it also brought me a pt where i never felt better,and i will jus go on...
I have told some whom i love,that 2008 has been really bad,i cry almost all the time,i cry cry n cry.
2008 has also separated my relationship wid a few,whom i truly love,one who has been with me since i was an infant,but now its all different.
And HE who made me,i neglected him,i neglect him so much,i didnt talk to him,i stop visiting him,i totally neglected him,i didnt even look for him.
HE made me realise how important he is now,one of my resolution is,To bring myself forward and open my hearts to him,and to grow with him,cause the lord is my savior :)
Here’s to the outgoing year, 2008:
May the good times live on in our memories,
and may we learn lessons from the troubling times
that will make us stronger and better than ever.Here’s to 2009:
For each and every one of you,
may it be filled with significant steps
toward the fulfillment of your fondest wishes.
In this coming new year,
let us focus on our goals and work toward our dreams,
and yet
let’s all try to go with the flow a little more
and stress a little less.And most important,
here’s to all of you.
Appreciate yourselves and each other in the new year.
Let’s focus on each others good points
and choose to overlook minor annoyances
to create mutual happiness and contentment in 2009.
Now i wanna pray for 2009,Dear Lord,
In the new year, we pray
that You will guide us each new day
in paths that are pleasing to You.
Lord, the new year gives us another chance
to rededicate our lives to You,
to study Your Word
so that we know right from wrong
and to act in accordance with Your commands.
Thank you for the sense of
direction, purpose and peace we get
from aligning our lives with Your Holy will.
We pray for the strength and the will to obey You
each and every day of the new year,
and when we fail, we pray for Your mercy,
Your compassion, Your grace and Your love.
Help us in the new year to be your faithful servants.
In Jesus name we pray, Amen. :)
I wanna thank all my Darlings whom i love so much,for makin 2008 a memory,cause without all of u i would not hav smiled :)CASTILLO BABY,i noe 2008 had made us stronger n wiser,we hav grown together,i can see that we are thinking more,and also joking more,but nevertheless,i am proud that we made it thru to 2009,which will make us 4 yrs old together,i cant express how much this means to me,esp to be with you,right now, i wanna kiss u,cause i love you so much.
As we promised,2009 is gonna be ur yr,since 2008 was a total ass,i am really proud of us,really.I LOVE YOU ALWAYS.MUAH <3
To joe baby,i miss you,i always wish u happy new yr first,but this time you were not there for me too,i jus stared at ur cage and wished you,i noe youre hapy up there,love you :)
To Vc01,Those whom i am close to,Aisyah n gang,Hazwani n gang,Dass n gang,Anggy n gang,i really wanna thank you guys for the support that u all havshowered on me,and motivating me,and also,It was great knowing u guys cause u all make my day :)
With jokes n laughs,which at times amuses me haha :)
love youu aalll!
TO Priya, Vinitha , Shina, Cassy, Les ,Alli, Rev, Priya, ANNA , Jennifer , Alissa(sajiv),SUZANNE,Hana, Sha , And those whom i love so much i cant think already,And those whom i share my sorrows n laughters with,i wanna say thank you and MOSTLY I LOVE YOU :)LETS ROCK 2009 TOGETHER K?
