Sunday, August 30, 2009
{ 11:51 PM }
Poker night/house party this saturday,
please bring drinks if you have,
food if u can cook haha,
COME OVER PEOPLE :)
SHINA IF U READ THIS URE INVITED TOO.
AND THE GANG TOO OBVIOUSLY,
PRIYA AND ANNA,
VINITHA PLS COME ALSO, REKHA,
JANANI ALL U PEEPS TOO.
<3
Monday, August 24, 2009
{ 8:38 PM }
I've been this way such a long time.
In all my life, I've never felt like this.
I always knew there'd come a day
My walls would all come down
Sent tumblin' to the ground
But I know what I gotta do
Take it one step at a time
Put one foot in front of the other
Take it day by day, breath by breath
I know It'll be just fine
'til all this hurtin's through.. One step at at time
I always thought it was easy
I knew how to get it done, Lookin' out for number one
This time it seems so hard like my life has come apart
But I'll make it through.
I know what I gotta do..
Take it one step at a time
Put one foot in front of the other
Take it day by day, breath by breath I know It'll be just fine
'til all this hurtin's through..
One step at at time
Have i not mentioned,
that i have one of the best
Brothers in the world.
yes i do.
And i am really very thankful for it,
because i know if one day,
i am all alone in this world,
he will be my guiding light,
the one whom i always respect and treasure,
When i feel crashed and useless,
there he is always lifting up my soul.
But this time he gave me confidence,
something i have always lacked in.
" I know your good and bads,
when ure done i will make sure
you succeed and do something you love,
trust me nat"
Just by saying that i feel loved
and i know he will always be there for me
to cry on.
I LOVE YOU ANNEH,
Melvinio rockkkkkkss.
And he doesnt want me to be like him,
and regret.
Since my parents are nt much of a support when it comes
to this situation i always have him and casti,
the two males whom never fail to make me smile.
EVEN IF I THINK GUYS ARE GROSS AT TIMES,
They are my angels,
who was sent by God,
cause God knows i need them.
i thank God everyday for such angels :)
I shall heed my brothers advice and continue,
<3> HELLO ITS TIME TO PARTY FOR 14DAYS, I AM GOING OUT EVERYDAY, ANYONE WANTS TO GO OUT FROM FRIDAY ONWARDS? COUNT ME IN PEEPS.
{ 9:47 AM }
Maybe,
all i need to do right now is...
TO BREATHE.I am back to my moody days,
i hate this.
3 weeks of hell yet again,
bring me thru pls.
I know he will,
Because i love him,
God has his reasons,
Yes he does.
And i think blessings come,
if u do good deeds,
and it is not something we force the Lord to give us right?
So i take this as a Blessing in disguise that maybe,
behind all this i MIGHT benefit,
oh wells,
AS LONG AS, i know that he will guide me,
i am assured of living,
i should smile now.
I love you Jesus.<3
Saturday, August 22, 2009
{ 11:09 AM }
WHEEE new blog skin,THANKS HAZ,for the awesome design,
you noe, i noe,
U ROCK <3<3 And i think my boy looks so good with short hair,
even if it looks like ure going to the army,
hahaha soon that is, but sooo cuteeeeeeeee i adore u paul,
thanks for laughs and i promise i will be careful when i cross the road k?
And Anna ate 10 meatballs i ate 5 with the fishy things hahaha.
Its funny,
AND AND AND TODAY I ATE LAKSA FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER,
i dono wats wrong with me,
i seem to like things which i never ate before?
WHY AR?
hahahahaa.
Maybe i am a growing child hahaha.
oh yes, went to ikea with Amma lovee and anna,
Had an awesome time together ahah.
FUnny la. OK I WANNA SLEEP NITES WORLD.
oh yes, for those mugging,
ALL THE BEST PEEPS.
AND HAPPY PUASA-ING MY LOVELY MUSLIM FRIENDS.
i bet my bro is also puasa-ing,
i shall soonish cause i need to lose some pounds yooo,
Natalie Fatalie man, yeah yeah am A FATTY.
MY HOT BOY <3
TEEEHEEEEEEEE.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
{ 10:00 AM }
I MISSSSS,
THE HO HO HO ITS THINKING DAY,
I MISS MY GUIDING DAYS :(
I MISS THOSE COOKIES WHICH WERE AWESOME.
MISS MISS MISS.
And i have to add i miss vc0801 already,
I MEAN being with them everyday,
rushing motivating encouraging helping
makes me feel that they are special and i thank God for such lovely friends,
without them i am nothin,
i cant wait to see them all again,
TUESDAYYY MARINA WHEEEEEE<3
{ 9:56 AM }
MY HAIR :(:(:(
THIS WAS IN 2006,
AND OBVIOUSLY I WAS SLIM-MERMERMERRR!
grrrrrrrrrr.
Me, has not enjoyed much.
The time is yet to come,
i shall break free and soar like a bird.
LOL.
AND WHILE CLEANING,
i found some pictures and i realised,
i kinda fancy my curls last time.
That reminds me,
Haz thinks i should rebond and cut BOB,
um.,
WHAT SAY YOU?
I shall see which hairstyle catches my eye HAHA.
Ok and so,
i have my holidays planned,
um a bit maybe.
And the pass few days,
i have been doin nothing,
like seriously,
i sleep at 12am everyday and wake up at 7am,
BUT WHEN I WAKE UP,
I PANIC CAUSE, I THOUGHT I AM LATE FOR SCH,
well well,
hahaha,
What can i say?
ITS THE DAM HOLIDAYS WHICH WE ALL WAITED FOR!
I SHOULD STOP DOING NOTHIN,
AND DO SOMETHING.
eheh but i did ok,
i spend quality time with my family,
ahaha watched orphan with bro,
and that psycho gal is insaneeeeee.
Now i can think twice about adopting a child,
ok wait maybe i shall adopt from birth,
like infant and not a grown up child.
Well if u dono wat i am talkin abt,
GO WATCH ORPHAN THE INSANE MOVIE.
I can get heart attack watching it man,
cause like i feel so sad and frustrated i wanna kill that GAL.
LOL.
I cant wait for the 28 august,
in that timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
14 days,
i shall do watever i wanted to.
AND I WANNA SHOPP BABY!
ERM ERM
someone got his pay arrrrrrr.
ABIT AR?
teheeeeeeee.
MEETIINGG ANNA THE BELLA TMRM WHEEE <3
Thursday, August 13, 2009
{ 11:43 AM }
I DONT CARE WHAT THEY SAY,
AM IN LOVE WITH YOU :)<3
HAPPYY ANNIVERSARY BABYBOY,
SORRY I FORGOT,
AM EXCITED AT THE SAME TIME WORRIED?
TMRM I FREEDOM DAY,
I CANT WAIT,
HAHAHA
ALL U PEEPS WILL BE STUDYING WHILE
I PARTY LIKE A ROCKSTAR WOHOO
<3
Thursday, August 6, 2009
{ 11:55 AM }
I THINK SHEESHA sucks,
its so choking.
but i like the atmosphere,
grrrrrrrrr.
i want holidays,
and i wan holidays with mom in a good mood,
and casti and anna and priya
all free like birds.
Haz stayed over,
but she did work and i didnt,
cause i was just not able to do anything,
useless is me.
YES, USELESS.
But now am all awake and motivated
maybe cause i met casti,
after 3days, felt like 3 yrs man,
freak, he is so busy i cant
even meet him :(
but that fear is me is rising as i do my work,
ONG BETTER ACCEPT MY WORK SIA.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
MY PARENTS PLUS CASTI ARE ALL
LEAVING TO MALAYSIA,
GOOD LIFE AR,
LEAVING ME HERE BEHIND,
IN THIS EVIL WORLD.
DESIGN IS EVIL BUT FUN,
AND TIRING,
ITS THE MOST TIRING COURSE EVER,
BUT HELL YEAH WE ROCK.
<3>
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
{ 12:43 PM }
ONE WORD,
FCUK.
LIFE NEVER SUCKED SO MUCH BEFORE,
I AM NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO TMRM,
NEVER.
I HOPE I DIE OR THE WORLD ENDS RIGHT NOW,
OH PLS SOMEONE,
SHOOT ME IN MY TOE.
STUB ME ALIVE,
GIVE ME H1N1,
I RATHER SUFFER IN THAT WAY.
I MISS YOU,
YOU RAN AWAY,
FOR ME I NOE IT,
BECAUSE YOU COULD READ MY MIND,
AND U DECIDED TO CARRY
THE BURDEN OF THIS FAMILY,
AND TRUE ENOUGH,
YOU RAN AWAY FROM UR DAD,
:(
;(
How this relates to my family,
its freaky,
i hope ur still ard me,
i wish i could detect you,
i hope ure nt dead :(:(
i don wana think of it,
i love you always,
i always did,
i will forever,
i love u endlessly.
I FEEL HELPLESS,
I NEED SOMEONE TO MOTIVATE ME,
GIVE ME IDEAS
AND HUG ME TIGHT ENOUGH,
I WILL FORGET MY SORROWS.
I HOPE ANNEH GETS WELL SOON,
I MISS HIM TOO..
I HOPE CASTILLO YOU ARE FREE SOON,
FOR ME TO GRAB YOU,
I MISS YOU...
I MISS ANNA TOO,
I WISH SHE WOULD END HER DAM ATTACHMENT
SOON.
SIDE TRACK,
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYY
PATMA PRIYA DORASINGAM!!!!!!!!!!
<3
<3
I am sorry i cant make it,
hope u had a blast,
i noe u will.
Have fun with the gals
:)
love ya long time.
Will do a proper post sooniish,
once i get out of hell.
AND TO MY LADY LOVE,
THE ONE WHO HAS THE SAME FREQUENCY AS ME,
I WISH I COULD HELP U DEAR,
seriously pls don hesitate to ask em anything,
and seriously my parents wont mind if u stay over,
really and its not crreeepppy at all.
I hope everything goes fine for u,
i will pray for u don worry too much,
i noe u can do it,
i noe i am very useless but i will help as much,
cause i suck wid Ai or Ps,
or watever we r doing.
STAY STRONG,
am sure everything happens for a reason,
ok wait that line is for me too.
DAMMMMMMMM,
LIFE SUCKS TO THE MAX RIGHT NOW,
I CAN COLLECT 10 PAILS OF WATER.
ENOUGH,
I SHOULD NOT CRY AND WRK.
BYE.
Sunday, August 2, 2009
{ 1:44 PM }
OMG
FOUR MORE BABIESSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH MY OH MY OH MY GOODNESSS
HOW CAN I NOT NOE,
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
FOUR MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE,
WHICH MEANS EIGHTTTT,
WAT A BIG FAMILYYYYYYYYY
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
<3<3
{ 11:48 AM }
U're saying,
i am at fault?
So now i cant be bothered,
um...
This is harder then i thought,
well i have got nothin to say to u,
because all i wanted was some attention,
i guess not.
Its always my fault.
I dono why,
don make it seem like i don give a shit,
i do,
i care,
i love,
i miss.
I return love,peace,care
if u do as well.
I guess not?
You have no idea wats going on here,
and i hav no idea wats going on there,
I night, you morning,
its difficult,
but don say such things,
i don wanna say anything anymore,
i shall be a fool and go ard walking.
Yes i can if i want too,
hurt and hurttt.
:(
Nehmind,
i need to clean my baby's cage,
but i cant find time,
the workload is killing me,
i dono wat to do where to go,
how to show my stress,
how to tell you..
I am alone in this dark room,
doing my typo.
I shall be on the dark side should i?
I am very sad.
Very very very very very,
this week is gonan be hell,
no sleep no food no shit no sleep
NO SLEEP,
HAIZ HAIZ.
I WILL SURVIVE ALONE,
I DON NEED YOU.
I ONLY NEED YOU,
the one who repels :(
{ 8:26 AM }
OH MY GOODNESS,
MY NEIGHBOR/FRIEND/SENIOR IN PRIMARY SCH
/MOM'S FRIEND 'S
SISTER PASSED AWAY CAUSE OF H1N1
I AM SERIOUSLY TOO SHOCKED TO SAY ANYTHING,
MADDY I HOPE URE FINE SERIOUSLY.
OH MY GOODNESS I WISH I KNEW EARLIER
TO HAVE GONE FOR THE FUNERAL JUST UNDER MY BLK,
THIS SUCKS BIG TIME................
AND THE WORKLOAD IS A KILLER LITTER,
LIKE SERIOUSLY I DONO WHERE TO START,
I HOPE I AM NOT ALONE.
AND KEROPOK LADY, IS SCARYYYY SHIT.
:S
WA SUCKS SUCKS.
Saturday, August 1, 2009
{ 1:50 PM }
:(
;(
I MISS THEE,
I HATE THIS,
I HATE THE SILENCE,
i wanna break it.
<3
{ 10:57 AM }
My friends,are just like that beautiful sky,who never fail to help me out,AND I LOVE THEM,HEARD THAT,IIIIIIIIILOVEEEEEEEEEEEEETHEMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.LR,FAIZ,HAZ,IB,KM,ROCK ROCK,U GUYS ROCK MY BALLS,EVEN IF I DON HAVE ONE.HAZ ur post for me is the sweetest thing,
any gal friend has done,
ILY longg time babe,
<3<3
I miss casti badly,
we don even talk,
meet also eat n ciao,
wat a life.................
