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Wednesday, March 31, 2010

I feel cheated
VERY CHEATED.

I HATE YOU.
NOW PLENTY MUCH ALOT MORE.
IF IT WAS SOMEONE ELSE I WOULDNT GIVE A SHIT.
BUT HELL NO. YOU SUCK.


And i think imma gonna rock next wednesday hehe,
cant wait summore with b! WOOT WOOT.


AND BBG AWW DON CRY LOVE,
SORRY THAT YOU GOT FOOLED TOOOO :(
POUT, AND I HOPE YOU ATE CHICKEN CUTLET FOR ME IN SCHOOL,
DAMN I SHOULD HAV CAME WITH U RIGHT!
HMPH.






RAJ I MISS YOU, MEET ME OR I WILL KILL YOU.
I WAN TEH B, TEH WITH ALOT OF SUSU.
WOOT WOOT.




AND PP I LOVE YOU, AND YOU NOE I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU,
DON WORRY EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE ALRIGHT,
BECAUSE HE IS A STRONG BOY <3<3<3
HUGS AND KISSES SWEETS, MEET ME SOON.


AND YES, aku minah.
I admit i look like a minah, dress like one ahaha,
according to raj he now has fetish for minah;s thanks to me,
And i think ure under my influence a bit too much b,
because firstly now ure drinking alot of teh,
secondly too much nasi padang, too much chendol.
BUT NO CHINESE FOOD FOR U BOOOHOOOOOOO,
HEHEH, carrot cake ytd was awesome teeehee.
i love you b <3


P.S. I will never be the same, IF we ever meet again.

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS PEEPS.
I GOT FOOLED TOO.
BIG TIME, I WAS GONNA CRY.

BABY FIR IS GONNA GET A TIGHT SLAP FOR THAT.
BECAUSE I WASNT THINKING MUCH ABOUT APRIL'S FOOL.

STUPID NONSENSE.
cheat my feel-ing ing all.
:(
POUT.





HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.
OK GOOD NIGHT AH.
I THINK U JUS WASTED UR TIME LOOKIN AT THIS POST
BECAUSE I AM FOOLED AND I FEEL LIKE A FOOL HAHA.


STUPID BABY FIR GONNA KENNA LA.

SBS fella is awesome too.
And my springboard thinks he is cool when HE ISNT much of a cool fella!
Its time i clear my winderboard and yes i love you sexy phone.
Everything about apple is awesome, esp when you got a macbk and an iphone,
everything falls into place BUT DONT PLACE YOUR PHONE ON YOUR MACBOOK,
MR RAJIV ARE YOU READING THIS, DONT PUT YOUR IPHONE ON YOUR MACBOOK! <3
Miracles only happen when it comes to apple products HAHAHAHAHAHAH.


I TOLD YOU I TOLD YOU I TOLD YOU BBG,
WE SHOULD HECK THE BOTH OF THEM AND YOU KNOW YOU KNOW,
DO IT OUR WAY!


I WONT POUR OINTMENT ON YOU FOR SURE will i?!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA,
NO GLG SAW YOU WALK PASS HIS CAR THAT DAY!

HE DOESNT READ LA,
ALREADY GLG BUSY MACAM BABI HAHA.
I AM MISSING HIM JUST LIKE HOW I AM MISSING YOU ;(

YA FREAK I WONT SEE UR FACE FOR MTHS,
can u pls meet me before u start work?!

AND WATS THIS AH,
REPLYING ON OUR BLOGS WHEN WE GOT SOMETHING CALLED THE PHONE,
WHERE WE CAN TEXT! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.
WE ARE TOO CUTE FOR OUR BF'S.

NO WONDER THEY LOVE US SO MUCH TEEEHHEEE.

EH HELLO LIL GAL, HOW ARE THE HAMMYS DOING EH?!
PLS DONT TELL ME RASHIDA ATE THEM UP?
LOL.

Ok my whole post is for you say!

and i am missing vc0801 badly,
esp all our nonsense that we come up with,
i laugh by myself sometimes hahaha,
goodness.















AND NIJANGAL ITHU NIJANGAL HAS OFFICIALLY ENDED WOOT WOOT.
THEY DESERVE A CLAP FOR KEEPING ME ALL EXCITED MONDAY TO THURSDAY AHHAA.
AND FOR THOSE WHOM I DITCHED TO RUSH HOME SORRY AH,
NOW THAT IT HAS ENDED I WILL STAY OUT LATER HEHE.


And b i love you so much, am happy i got to see you today FINALLY CAN!
AHHAHA and i cabbed the whole day today.
Cabbed to arab st, cabbed back home from arab st,
cabbed to ikea from home, cabbed to b's place from ikea
AND cabbed back home from b's to catch NIJANGAL hahahahah.

NO I AM NOT SHITTING MONEY AH PLS.


ok i am A happy gal whhe whhe woot woot,
I LOVE YOU RAJIV SELVAKUMAR. <3<3

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

"when i saw u standing there in cold dimmed morning... with your black jacket and that intensive eyes of yours.. my heart just melted coz i was looking for you... all my life...."



DIED, I JUST DIED.
<3<3

Sunshine, Sunshine
You are sublime, you are divine
Your presence is an extra lifeline

In your face I forget my sorrows
For I can face them tomorrow
In your warm rays I shall make headlines
Just shine on me love before you resign

Sunshine, Sunshine
You always shine a delightful design
That sends joyous glitters down my spine

Sunshine, Sunshine
Now and then you taste sweeter than wine
Your smile is one I simply dare not decline

Sunshine, Sunshine
Today you shall be mine
Tomorrow I am yours to outshine.
<3<3



CANT WAIT FOR SUNRISE SERVICE <3

DON be sad love, we can start our very own NIJANGAL PART 2 HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA. WTF.









AND I AM VERY SAD.
BECAUSE ANNEH STARTED WORK AFTER SLACKING AT HOME
WITH ME FOR A MTH.
:(
POUT.

AND NOW I NEED THE FREAKING INSTALLOUS PLS.
My iphone is just freakingawesome balls,
i am dl-ing all the 20$ application for freeeeee nigga.
OK I NEED TO DO SOME EXPLORING BIG TIME.



BLACKRAIN IS EFFING AWESOME.

Oh, sorry simon uncle ;P
nvm nvm soonish you can be as cool as us.





And i got 12 colours,
THANK YOU PRISCILLIA I LOVE YOU LONG TIME.
Today i wore maroon hehe, but its too lose ah,
always dropping wooot woot.

I am planning to jog to ikea tmrm(MIGHT NOT),
BECAUSE we stupidly left all our barang barang inside the locker,
we realised when they closed.
-_-
And i slept off in ikea on the bed!
hahaha.

OH MY, I JUS REMEMBERED GOT CAKE INSIDE THE LOCKER WAKAKAKAKKAAK.
And today i had an awesome day with the people i love,
i shopped whheee wheeeeeeeeeeeee.
And had thai express where i ATE CHENDOL,
SORRY B, NEXT TIME K! :)


TMRM IS GONNA BE ANOTHER AWESOME DAY,
WOOT WOOT.
<3<3



AND THIS IS FOR YOU,
i am very sorry for cancelling on you,
i didnt do it on purpose love <3
And you noe how much i am excited for tmrm,
to spend my day with you,
WHAT AM I TO DO WHEN SOMETHING COMES UP LAST MIN?

And further more i have to go collect it,
Don make it seem like its always my fault ;(


AND PLS NO MORE POWERHOUSE FOR ME,
DON INVITE ME TO GO ANYMORE PLS,
ENOUGH.
ENJOY URSELF, I LOVE U MRS YEO:)


















AND MR,RAJIV PLS MEETING MEING TMRMING AFTER YOURE DONEING WITH YOUR WATEVERING
I AM GOING TO BE WAITING FOR YOUR CALLING, BECAUSE I MISSING YOUING VERY MUCHING
B-ING!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, March 29, 2010

I SHOULD START A FANCLUB.
BEBITO'S FANCLUB.


GOODNESS.
scary shit.


And right now i am fucking pissed,
damn, why cant ypu just shut the hell up,
because i AM doing something you noe!

Besides you are not doing ALOT,
Ok i need food, B I WANT CHENDOL ;(


i MISS rajee alot,
i hope i can see you soonnishhhhh
<3




BBG ITS REALLY OK ABOUT THAT DAY,
i am glad everything went well,
and and and HIS EXPRESSION is err "sweating",
haha. YES pls do come online then i can send u pics and videos,
WOOT WOOT, ure starting work, am gonna emo :(


ALL THE BESTTTTTTTT BBGGGGGGGGGGGGG,
AKU LOVE YOU PLENTY.
AND I THINK URE LOSING TOO MUCH WEIGHT,
EVEN GIG SAYS SO,
YOU DON BECOME SKINNY LIKE DOG AH I TELL YOU.
HEHEHHEHEHEHE.
HOPE TO SEE YOU SOONISH,
when when when picnic?
<3<3

Sweating like a dog,
literally like a dog
Went for a jog,
and boy i feel awesome.
VERY AWESOME.

And its good to have short hair,
cause cause no need to maintain so much.
WOOT WOOT.


And ransome is so leceh seriously,
Ask me send IAS then now rework on my resolution.

They really wont leave us alone eh?

Ok am waiting for the time to tick tock tick tock,
imma going shopping with thee love,
for xavier's HEHEHEHHEHEHE.


I am kinda egg-xited for the wedding,
BECAUSE i cant wait to put on my dress
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Despite it being far far far away from home,
i still cant wait haha.


HAHA, i did something stupid cause i was bored.
Ok i was eating chocolates with rum,
SERIOUSLY IT IS DAM DAM DAM NICE.
ITS FROM LONDON DUH!

And while i was eating my hamsters wanted some,
ahahah i gave them AND THEY WERE HIGH AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA,
RUNNING ARD BANGING THE CAGE AND THEN SLEPT OFF WITHOUT ANY SOUND,
hahahahha freakinf funny should hav video the moment.



And i am sad nijangal is coming to an end ;(
SOB SOB, i cant tell anyone i need to be home by 10.30 to watch my drama ;(

I BET YOURE JUMPING FOR JOY RIGHT RAJIV SELVAKUMAR!
BECAUSE I CAN BE OUT LONGER WITH YOU HAHA,
AND U DON HAVE TO EMO CAUSE I WANNA WATCH MY NIJANGAL.

HAHAHAHAHAH.
I MISS YOU B!
SO MUCH,
we need to go have our chendolllllllllll.
:)















ok imma go do the chores and wait for thee love to come,
then shop till we dropp <3

I love the way you touch me
so soft and sensuously.
It makes me tingle all over.

I love the way you kiss me.
It starts a fire deep down inside of me
and makes me yearn for you even more.

I love the way you look at me.
It makes me feel beautiful and treasured.
Most of all I love the way you love me.

When you walk in my whole day gets better.
And even when you're not with me
you're in my thoughts always.

It doesn't matter what we don't have or what we do have.
The most important thing is we have each other
and no one can take that away.

I am the luckiest woman in the world
and I don't need or want anything
but you beside me loving me to the end of our days.



P.S. I HATE THAT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, FOR YOU ARE A PIG.





woot woot,
CHENDOL B CHENDOLLLLLLLLL.
<3<3


I LOVE YOU B MORE THAN EVER PLENTY MUCH MORE!
MUAH.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Ok i am amazed,
and this is scary.


Louis's sister survived a crash,
and jus look ah.

God is great <3


She has two nails in her neck oh goodness,
hope ure fine babe <3

Will you be my Dancer?









I am thinking of you,
all those good times.
All of them.
When you were ard,
for us to give you the leafs.

And talk about the donkey.
It kills when u aint around anymore.
I miss you terribly,
you bring me to tears.
<3

I really want to worship you my lord
You have won my heart and i am Yours
Forever and ever, i will love you
You are the only one who died for me
Gave your life to set me free
So i lift my voice to you in adoration
<3

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Finally I cried.
Out of anger.

It felt good.
Like my tears were also hot.
:(

Friday, March 26, 2010

This sucks totally.
I vanna shoot myself.
It's really not good.
It's very uncomfy.
I am a goner.
Total goner.

But it's noisy in there.
Very noisy.
Sound sound.
Garu buruu all.
Bad this is bad.


:( POUT all the way.
I tried all sorta things.
Let's see if this works...
Pout :(








P.S. I feel like crying out for no effing reason, like just cry
because I feel like crying. I am not sad I am weird I am a weird gal.

YA YA.
<3

Soul-mates are people who bring out the best in you.
They are not perfect but are always perfect for you.



I don need anyone, but you <3
Because if they don understand,
fuck them.
All i know is i tried to make them understand,
and its sad when its someone who is suppose to noe u in and out yet,
they jus dont want to believe.

And, wat hurts the most is when they compare,
compare what you used to have to what you have now.

Even if i know you would be there no matter what happens to me,
its sad you cant understand, because you have not gone thru what i have.
Youre happy, but remember shit happens.

And be prepared i might have said things otherwise,
when i was confident BEFORE.

Now things change, i am hurt by you, very.

BUT SUCK IT.


i love you b <3

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Meow is not the word,
ITS WOOF.



Thursday is a day.


Stuck outside for 1 1/2 hrs isnt a joke,
Frustrated, cause i thought i could not catch nijangal,
but i did (:


But still pissed,
cause i could have been with YOU for another hr eating our ramli ;(


AND DID I MENTION TODAY I HAD THE BEST NASI PANDANG EVER ALIVE IN THE WHOLE UNIVERSE.
ITS TOO AWESOME, and my darling bought it for me (:



Ok ah, i am waiting for my love to come over hehehe.
So happy (:
































Ok i think happiness is something we pursue.
Unless ure lucky it comes to you.
BOOM.
<3


i miss bgg.
I love you b effing alot,
You bring joy to my life,
but ure a gong,
GO TO THE DAMN DOCTOR,
DON WAIT FOR ME TO DRAG YOU THERE.
HMPH.

<3

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

OH MY.

i jus realised,
-Amelia Soh
-Norhazwani
-Chong Jia Lei
-Nicholas Lee
-Muhd Juddul
-Muhd Hazwan
-Angela Soh


Are gonna be first banch ;(

From our class that is.
Goodness, why?

I hope there isnt a 3rd banch.
I am so gonna miss jaddul and haz.
:(

If it is true,
what i heard.
I will always be happy for you,
because i noe, you noe,
whats best for you.

And you should be happy.

YEAH BALLS.
ROCKING COOL.
I AM LOVING IT.
I LOVE YOU, YOU LOVE ME,
WE SHOULD MARRY.

OH APPLE IS JUST GREAT.
AND I WANT A NEW MACBOOK,
BUT HAIYA NOT SHITTING MONEY.
BOOHOOO.


AND YES SCHOOL IS STARTING!
wat more?



BBG IS GOING FOR ATT FIRST BANCH ;(
SADDNESS MODIFIED.
I AM GONNA MISS U SO SO SO SO SO MUCH,
I VANNA CRY AH.


I am gonna emo for that seriously.
Who else is first banch?!

I am missing the class actually,
because i am so used to our nonsense,
and and and and how we are all happy ard each other.








And thanks for asking me to be strong b,
i love you rajee alot.
<3

GET OVER IT, SERIOUSLY, GET OVER IT.
AND STOP ANNOYING ME.
HMPH.
DON LIKE IT, DON LOOK AT MY FACE,
DON COMMENT.

DON ANNOY ME ENOUGH PLS.
i had enough.


GRRR.

Monday, March 22, 2010

Am i suppose to be happy that my GPA increased by a tiny bit?!


OH YES I SHOULD BE NO MATTER WHAT,
BECAUSE I PULLED MY WAY THRU THIS SEM.
THE WORST SEM.
WHERE EVERYTHING SEEM NEVER ENDING.
Oh brother.


And i am happy with my results.
EXCEPT FOR FREAKING INFOGRAPHPICS.
BRR GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR WTH.

IMMA BE UR STAR <3


BabyBoy i heart you plenty.
Chendol so sexy.
We should jus marry.
WOOT WOOT.


BBG I MISS YOU.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

I miss that place.
I miss your smell.
I miss your touch.
I miss your voice.
I miss your laughter.
I miss you alot.

Sucks.

CREDITS TO BBG HH :)

"I hate it when people assume. Assumptions create messy misunderstandings, and blow up things that are not even there in the first place. The more you assume, the more you doubt. It might do irrepairable damage, if it doesn't stop."

That really made me think,
and its so damn true.
LIKE DAMN.


AND BABY FIR I AM SORRY,
I LOVE YOU STILL.
SORRY FOR TODAY ;(

I wonder why in the world,
some times, in some place on earth,
people actually ****ing............................................


And i am sick and tired of listening to stories,
and asking YOU to tell the damn truth,
BUT u think otherwise,
because you don wanna hurt her.
BUT i noe for sure you would be smart enough to pull urself outta this.

THEN VHAT THE HELL CAN I DO?

And u dont use this benefit dude.
And put the blame on someone you loved,
WHO FREAKING ERM how do i say this,
cant give a shit about you anymore,
maybe because when she was urs,
you didnt I REPEAT DIDNT give a damn abt her.

Which is sad but hey,
You have to carry on with life,
good or bad,
happy or sad.


And darling, i feel you, i always will.



"When its too fucking late, Whats the dam point?"
PRECISELY!

Heckitmanz.

Bum head much-er.



Ok today i am extremeLY tired.


And yes, i chopped my hair for good.
And its refreshing.

GOODBYE.

oh oh o ho hohohohohooh ohhhhhhhhhhhh,
CHACHU IS FREAKING BACK MAN
FREAKING BACK.
i MISSED THEM OH SO MUCH,
I CAN CRY I TELL YOU.


and i am gonna see them tmrm,
AND BABY FIR HEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHHE.




AND AND AND AND AND PP i love you like always,
Dont worry too much Bbg :)




BBG BBG BBG!
I SAW THE POST,
AND YES I NOE WHO URE TALKING ABT!
OH GOODNESS DAMN I DIDNT REALISE,
AND HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA
WA JIALAT SIA THE DESCRIPTIONS.


AND HELLO HELLO HELLO BBG,
THANKS FOR THE PICS HEHEH.
AND I THINK UR BLOG IS COOL.
meet me soooooooonnnnnnn.


B! oh my b!
Youre a monkey,
but i still love thee.
HAHAHHAAHHAAHHA.
Ok i think we are saying things too much alike,
and doing things too much alike,
like the flying kiss jus now,
STOP COPYING ME LA ASS.
HMPH HMPH,
I WILL GO JOGGING LA WAIT LA STUPID,
AND AND GO FIND THE RING THEN U COME TALK TO ME.
FOOLISH BOY.


OKOKOK I GOT THINGS TO DO NOW,
like right now.
ACTUALLY NTH MUCH,
BUT NOW.
BYE.
COCKSTER.

HIT ME BABY ONE MORE TIME <3


BBG I LOVE YOU LIKE A DOG OK WAIT, ERR DONKEY AH.<3

And Rajee you rock my bloodddy balls, i cant wait to see u everyday ahhhhh B :)

PP you spin my head right round right round <3

Anneh i adore,love,sayang ALAAHH EVERYTHING YOU.

BABY FIR YOU ARE THE BEST ALIVE, YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU ARE MINE HEHE <3

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Like BBG SAID,
today was like a need.
NEED SERIOUSLY NEED.


FIRSLY, quality time with BBG.
SECONDLY, things i had to buy hehehe :)
THIRDLY, a change, A FREAKIIIIINNGGG CHANGE IN MY FREAKKKKING LIFE
FOURTHLY, lepak-ing over TEH is just awesome with the people i love.


Lastly,
even if i was out for the whole day,
i jus needed today.

And the fact that,
YOUR reaction was just too cute,
you didnt even notice me,
when you did HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH,
your eyes as big as everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr,
and u immediately decided to take a pic of me,
HMPH HMPH.
i wont forget, AND YAY I AM SEXY WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE <3




ILOVEYOU<3






BBG THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE,
esp when i was pouting and pouting nonstop.
And constantly reminding me i am gonna be ok,
and and and and "PUKI MAK LAWA SIA"
SERIOUSLY WTH?

DON NEED FOR ALL THIS GROSSNESS IN OUR LIFE.
AND the next time any guy stocks us,
outside inside departmental store,
i would kick them.
HAHAH,
cause they make us smell like some rojak with
all those perfumes,
and check us out, wat funfair ah.


Oh goodness hahaha.
It has been a long day indeed.
But THANK YOU BBG FOR FORCING ME OUTTA BED,
because the weather was jus too awesome not too sleep aha.

AND NOW EVERYONE KNOWS I HIBERNATE (:

And i love pp,
so so so so much.

I cant wait to spend time with her again.
We got lots to catch up also,
even if we jus met HAHAHA.
Imma gonna see you tmrm wheee <3


AND AND AND AND OH MY GOODNESSSSSSSSSS

BABY FIR I LOVE YOU LIKE AN ASSHOLE.
ahhahahaha ur reply is too cute.

" i am nt a guy, i don make empty promises"

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA.
BABY FIR IS GONNA WORK WITH ME ME ME ME ME <3

HEHEHEHE AND WE HAVE STARTED TO CALL EACH OTHER B,
how cute are we ah?

AHAHAHAHA.
i love you Baby fir.
i love you BBG HH.
i love you PP.



I don love you, Rajee.
I mean i LOVE YOU LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

HAHAHAHA.
AWWWWWWWWWWWW,
i love you la than wat,
stupid boy.
And if u left the bag there today,
i would hav killed you,
literally killed you stab you AND THEN SNIFF YOU.

STUPID,
USELESSS,
FORGETFUL,
BUM HEAD..


GO BUY NEW RING LA!
HMPH HMPH.


okok,
updates tmrm am tired.
tmrm is gonna be a long day again.
TOODLES.

Friday, March 19, 2010

I really must thank The Lord for giving me sucha wonderful family.
I might be less fortunate because i have curfews and i cant do many things other can.
But what matters is the LOVE i get from them.
I love you all.

And i am super duper happy for my sister.
I cannot express how happy i am,
and how this has made us much closer.

I thank The Lord for all my wonderful friends.
ESP VCO1,
HAZ,FAIZ,LR,KM,IB,JADDUL,DIONNE,AMA...
THE LIST can jus go on.

Because we are like a family,
and they make me smile all the time.
And i dono how to thank them for helping me thru my dark days.
THANKS LOVES <3


I thank The Lord for awesome cousind
WHO ARE COMING BACK TMRM
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.


And obviously not forgetting my darling besties.
ANNA AND PP
<3



AND MY CHAYANG,
how can i not thank The Lord for him.
i love you and thank you for everything,
even if u nagg like a old man,
i noe its for my own good,
AND LET ME WORK ON MONDAY BEFORE I SLAP UR HEAD
AND KICK UR BALLS AND THEN ONE MTH I RUN AWAY.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

OH OH THANK YOU FOR TALKING TO ME FOR ONE HR (:
Ure really getting sweeter by the day,
I WONDER WHY ah?

heheheh.


And i really pray and hope everything goes well for appa,
am worried but i noe God will help all of us.
And even if he has to go for the opt i will be there right by his side
<3


OH OH THANK YOU SALIH FOR HELPING ME WITH THE
THE THE APPLICATION,
if i do get the job i will treat you :)
hehehe.

But i hav a job already,
jus wanna work there,
who don wan sia?
:)

Thursday, March 18, 2010

AND THATS MY BOTAK USELESS RAMLI BURGER BOY AHAH!
I MISSED YOU ALOT <3

AND CONGRATS ON UR RESULTS B,
well all ur hard work did pay off :)


One more sem, i bet u can do this :)

And i will proof to you i will exercise and lose my weight ok!
HMPHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!



And it was really nice to see you smile,
and hug you tightly,
i wish i never had to go.


I miss you, and ure gonna be dam busy.
I love you sunshine <3
I really hope i can see you tmrm even if its gonna be for a short while.
Because you make me smile like no other,
AND I AM GONNA SLAP UR FACE IF U DON LET ME SNIFF U AHHHH!
IDIOT IDIOT, PLS AH!

<3<3<3



NANANANA EVERYDAY, ITS LIKE MY I POD STUCK ON REPLAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :) :)

My BBG agrees to the fact that,
we are soft soft soft.

DAMN DAMN DAMN.

SOFTTTTTYYSSSSSSSSS EH.


NEVERTHELESS,
I LOVE YOU.

BBG WE ROCK BALLS KAN?


Ok side track,
i was freaking all already for work,
and kenny cancelled on me,
But its ok cause jenny was not able to come,
so i wouldnt wanna be all alone either.

So i pray and hope kenny wont cancel tmrm,
because i don wanna be all ready and get disappointed.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.



HAHAHAH,
i shall promote vijay tv woot woot.
<3<3



I CLEANED MY ROOM,
PROUD OF ME YES YES YES?

WELL,rajee is so proud of me haha,
first thing he texted me in the morning,
Someone's getting sweeter by the day ok,
and i am so touched,
because he usually AVOIDS MY DAMN NICE MORNING MSGS!
HMPH!

BUT NOW,
he msgs me instead,
I LOVE YOU <3


OHOH, i threw away all those junk now
i got more space for i dono what,
i wan a tv in my room,
and a table with has four holes for 4 hamster cages,
and i wanna buy new hamster cages as well.

AS FOR NOW my hamsters are too cute <3

AND I AM ENJOYING MY JAIL BROKEN I PHONE TO THE MAX YAW.


i am too distracted by it haha.
Now we can rule the world PEEPS.

Its like when someone calls, u can freaking hav a freaking video.
LIKE AWESOME SHIT.


Oh well and did i mention i wanna marry AKON?
damn it, but baby fir took jay sean so i cant boohooo.


SO, i only finished cleaning my room at 9am,
and when i decide to go to bed......

THE MONKEYS,
came into my room and jumped on my laptop with their i PHONES.

AND DIDNT LET ME SLEEP, COW BRAINS!

Then all three of us, decide to exploreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
And Guru melvinio, i love you ah ah ah <3
Then they got hungerrr-ryyyyyyyyyy,
I decided to sleep, so they left,
a few mins later i had to go down to eat with THE gang.

-____________________-


SO I DIDNT SLEEP LA THEN WAT GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

I thought we were going near by,
but no all the way to freaking Arab st,
in SHORTS, HELLO HELLO SHORTS.

HAHAHAHAH,
ANNEH ALSO.
And baby fir had chendol but i didnt :(

Because it was too cold,
and rajee say i mus exercise ;(
HAHAH.

Then then,
we sang our way home early,
because i had work,
BUT BOOHOOOO ASSHOLES CANCELLED THE ROADSHOW WEI.


OH OH SO SO SO SO SO SO.

"SO YOU LIFT YOUR ASS TO MEET ME" SAYS RAJEE.

VOKAY am off to see my baby by me, baby be a millionaire.
WHEE WHEE <3

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

I LOVE YOU HH,
WE NEED TO MEET.

AND ITS URGENT,
BECAUSE I MISS YOU SO MUCH ALREADY.





AND AND AND,
OK TALK SOON OVER TEH.

WHEN I SHALL BE LAWAAA TO THE TEH FELLA HAHAHAHA.


OH GOODNESS,
HAZ WE SHALL FUCK THOSE SHIT TOGETHER
LIKE COOL PEOPLE AH AH?


MUAHH BABYGAL <3

I LOVE YOU SUNSHINE <3




Your love is what keeps me going.
My heart beating, my blood flowing.
The precious words I yearn to hear.
Losing you is the only thing I fear.
I have faith god will do us right.
We will not give up with out a fight.
Together we can conquer it all.
Just keep your head up and stand tall.
So many others care so deeply for you.
Don't get discouraged, you know what to do.
Pray to God and keep love inside.
You can't lose your almighty pride.
Because I love you with all of me.
With out you I just can't be.
You're in my heart forever, were never apart.
Our souls were latched from the start.


I love you B<3
ALOT ALOT ALOT.

Dont worry, we are in this together,
no matter how far away you are from me,
always remember i aint gonna run away.


And pls don emo already because,
i noe, you noe we can do this,
for the love we have over each other.


As much as you are gonna miss me,
i am gonna miss you the same love.


Lets be positive and happy
LIKE DILLY DELLY :)



CHAYANNNGGGGGGGGG YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU BOTAK!
I MISS YOUR HEAD SERIOUSLY SO SO MUCHH!

I realised its freaking two days since i saw you,
yet it feels like 10000000 YRS ALREADY :(


i miss you so much sweetheart,
cant wait to see your face HOI HOI <3


AND SHOW OFF MY PHONE HEHEHEHE.
I AM COOL, YOU UNCOOL ALREADY LA;P



You make me smile everyday,
i am afraid i might lose that smile.

I love you i wont stop loving you,
i wont leave, unless you do,
i wont die, unless you kill me.

Pls dont i cant go thru another heart break.


I love you, and i really do.
WITH ALL MY HEART.

I CANT STOP THINKING OF YOU.
muahhhhhhhhhh.

P.S. I HAVE NOT FORGIVEN YOU FOR THE POLO T IN THAT PIC
HMPH HMPH!!!!!!!!!


But still i love you ah VHAT TO DO VHAT TO DO <3

Yes or No?
Yes or no?



Yes or no?!?!?



Fuck this shit.

And I need money :(

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Where ever you are,
What ever youre doing,
I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST.

BECAUSE i promised you i would close my eyes for 1 min
and think of all the memories we spend together,
i know you hate me, but i am a thoughtful person
who forgives and forgets even if u said mean things to me.


Oh well it could have been 5 yrs,
BUT THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON YAWW.


Like u asked me too,
every 14th i would close my eyes and think of you.

I wish you all the best because you were once someone i loved deeply.
And i don hate you even if you think its my mistake for this.

PERIOD.

Friday, March 12, 2010

I am sorry i cancelled on you haz,
i really am.

I think i am grounded.
Because i dono why dont ask also.

So i shall stay home for the next few days,
tmrm am gonna clean my whole room,
i need to, i will.

FOR NOW GOOD NIGHT NIGGAS.

I AM STUFFED WITH FISH,
LOTSA FISH.

GRRR BRRRR BURRRR.

I feel fucked up because i am full and i want to do something,
but i cant because i am full maybe i am a fool also.

And i got to say wa city hall crowded giler babi serious,
cause of the IT FAIR.

OK YOU ARE STUPID TO READ ALL THIS NONSENSE OF MINE PLS DONT ALREADY
BYE AH CHICKEN BACKSIDE I WANNA TIDOH AH ABEH.
BODOh..











P.S. I MISS YOU RAJIV SELVAKUMAR <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK SHIMA!
YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN A JOY TO HAV AROUND AND I LOVE YOU :)

You are so cute and adorable, i liked u from the very start,
but i jus wish things will go well in the near future :)

I hope you loved everything we did for you today,
hehehehehe we love you and UR TIFFANY & CO AH AH,
ACTION SIA :)


muahhh <3

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Smile with me,
and the world will smile with you yes?
:)

I got lots to say and tell too,
but i dono where to start and end seriously SERIOOOOUUSSSSSSSLYYYYYYYY WITH EXTRA LY'S.


FIRSTLY, I EFFING MISS CHACHU,
BECAUSE I SWEAR HE IS THE MOST SWEETEST GUY I NOE ON THIS PLANET EARTH OR WATEVER AH.


I really thought i was jus his cousin, but now i feel special,
because he actually called right before going into the plane and said,
" Hello chachu, i am leaving ok...." ( with not so excited voice, but rather the I AM GONNA MISS YOU VOICE)

WA SWEET KAN KAN KAN?
I was jus so happy to hear that, and i hope you guys enjoy urself without me,
even if u all wanted me to come back i am really sorry i didnt want tooo.

P.S. BUY ALL THE COLOUR FOR ME AH AH AH AH AH! HEHEHEHEH :)


AND MADURAI HOTEL GOT INTERNET GO USE AND PLS CALL ME :(

I miss travelling and right now i feel that i need a getaway cause
like wa seriously nth to do, lookin at anneh being free makes me angry ahaha
cause i think we can make use of the damn free ticket and goooo hav some fun!
GRRRRRRRRRRR.


I am kinda sad cause appa didnt mention anything to me at all,
i had to hear it from someone else,
oh well appa i love you and i will surely miss you haiz,
jus dono why i am treated this way i really dono what did i do thats wrong,
i hav been trying to be a freeaking good daughter by listening and obeying,
but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.





















TO YOU-KNOW-WHO,
I WILL SMILE FOR YOU,
AND I KNOW YOU WILL TOO!


YOURE A STRONG GIRL YOU WILL DEFINITELY PASS THIS,
WELL GOD IS TESTING YOU DARLING,
SO PLS DON WORRY MUCH AND I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU,
LIKE HOW YOU ARE OK?


I NEED TO SEE YOUR PREETY FACE SOON.



----------------------------------------------------------
But it's okay, because whatever happens to you (AND ME!), we will get by because WE ARE COOL PEOPLE HAHHAHA.


HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA TRUE THAT X 10000000000000000000000000000000000000000


YOU ROCK LA ABEH!
WE ARE TOO COOL FOR SCHOOL!
TEEEHHEEEEEE





OK MY HEAD IS IN A BIG MESS AH,

FUCK FUCK FUCK
i feel so busy suddenly,
WA... summore broke giler babi,
i get scolded like no one's BUSI-NESSSSSS by mom for everything i do ah.


It sucks.
Plus emily rose is scary summore 3am everyday i feel scared.
DAMN.

And i am getting too emotional, because i only told this to one person,
but its ok i shall mention it here, when i was over at chachu's on the phone in the room my grandma used to sleep, i felt her presence and it was scary and disturbing and i wanted to cry but i noe she was there for a good reason, i jus could not stop thinking of her and it sucks cause i was having a convo about her, and how my cousin jus cant get over her death, i felt her here sitting jus by my side, and how she used to ask me to read to her the Bible verses. I wanted to cry badly, but i knew i should be strong for myself at least and i have to admit i miss her, everytime i freaking pass her blk i cant stop thinking about her, and haiz. Oh goodness, patti i hope ure fine and i hope you know how much we miss you and love you seriously. <3


OKOKOKOKOKOKOKOKOKOKOKOKOK,
Its time to get dirty i need to clean my room.
Because its too messy i cant take it.
But i need help and my helping people are of to india ;(
I am gonna stay home and clean, This weekend because my dad wont be around,
and i wanna show my mom my skills ahhahahahahah! CHEY.

AND I SMELL A POKER NIGHT WITH THE OLD PEOPLE AHHAHAHA!
YUMMY YUM YUM!

TEH OH MY TEH,
YOU MAKE ME HAPPY EVERYDAY!

WOHOOOO,
OK I NEED MY TEH RIGHT NOW.
I NEED IT WITH SLACK BRO ALONG HAHAA.

TODAY I LOVE YOU MORE THEN YESTERDAY BUT LESS THEN TMRM :(
HOW RAJEE HOW...

I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH B!
MUAHHHH <3

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

I wish someone would make me feel good, cause am fat and ny complexion sucks
and no one loves me.... And I am really fat..

Fuck my life,
goodnight

Have you ever wondered if the people you truly adore and love, actually love you the same way? Or maybe more?
Oh well I always will...




P.S. I am gonna miss chachu and gang when u all are back let's rock the world

I love you all have a safe trip muahhhh
sorry I don wanna cone because I don wanna go India again.

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

TO MORE LOVE AND JOY AND AND AND AND AND DILLY DELLY <3
MUAHH :)

I look into the starry night
Wanting to be under them and the feeling so right
I look into the clouds
Every cloud seen, shouts your name so loud

I close my eyes and nothing more do I see
Your face and smile with no disagree
I close my eyes to fall asleep
Knowing you know, i'm yours to keep

We've shared many memories worthwhile
All good, no bad that only make me smile
We've been through alot together already
Only to tell, we're rolling steady <3

So here's to a month so great
And all the times staying out late
Here's to the more times to come
And the relationship to become.

Happy One Month Anniversary Babyboy <3

It's me and you moving at the speed of light into eternity:)


To more shooting stars and chaiyas,
this past one month is nothing but bliss,
iloveyoulongtimelil'boy<3


I cant express how much the past 4 mths means to me,
cause everyday i wake up knowing i have something to look forward to..
Someone to smile with someone to cry on someone to laugh with,
and someone TO MAKE FUN OF.

And i have never met anyone who thinks so much like me,
someone who says the same things as me at the same time randomly,
that makes us just go crazy, because its jus too ironic,
I can go on and on why i love you and us and this...


BUT I LOVE YOU LA OK HEHEHEHHEHE :)
MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Monday, March 8, 2010

So baby don't worry vs i just wanna be,successful.



















SHOOT ME SHOOT!
<3<3<3<3<3

You're the thought that starts each morning
the conclusion to my day.
You are all in I do
and everything I say.
You're the smile on my face
the twinkle in my eye.
The warmth inside my heart
and the fullness in my life.
You're the hand laced in mine,
and the coat upon my back.
My friend, my love
my shoulder to lean on.
You're my silly, mature, caring
thoughtful, bright and honest guy.
The one who holds me tightly
when I need to cry.
You're the dimple to my cheek
the ever constant tingle in my soul
The voice that makes me weak
the happiness of my life.
You are all I've ever wanted.
You are all I need
You are all I've dreamed of
You are all this to me <3




I AM SORRY.

I dont understand why people aint given a second chanceeeeeeee.

Every one makes mistakes right?
And i totally understood what he meant,
but i didnt go to that extend,
well as long as at the end of the day
you noe who you love and learn from the mistake made,
cause its normal to err and everyone knows it.

But what happens when the person cant forgive?
Their anger doesnt subside?


THEN GOODBYE LA THEN WAT?
NOTHING CAN BE DONE, CAUSE U CANT FORCE ANYONE.

SO HARI SORRY DUDE.

























I am really very tired mentally and physically,
i dono why, but my whole body is aching after saturday,
what makes it worst is cramps.
And i am just very cranky and moody about everything and anything.
Seriously getting annoyed with the slightest thing that i am not happy with.



AND ama jus told me wed need to go school and help out again?!
BOO HOO I DON WAN ;(




i am sorry if u think i didnt show u enough love,
that doesnt mean i don love you any lesser or i am neglecting you,
i noe u had a long day, i am jus too cranky.
I am really sorry i hope i made u happy,
i love you i really do and i have no doubts about that.

I have my days too,
the days when i am not hyper and down and emo.

And today is one of them, ure not the only one,
my bro hates it too.
i cant help it cause it just happens i didnt ask for it.

HAIZ.

MAYBE I JUST EFFING SUCK.
big time ;(


IAMSORRY,ILOVEYOU <3

Sunday, March 7, 2010

WA WA WAAA TOO CUTE!


I AM NOT A VERY EXPENSIVE GIRL, I AM A COFFEE SHOP GIRL,
who doesnt go for all those high end stuff.
BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT.

I HAVE SEEN TIFFANY & CO'S jeweleries on the net.
Today i had to walk in with anneh because we had to buy a gift.

And i loved only a few stuff,
out of all I WANT THE VESPA ITS SO CUTE.

So we were looking at charms for the bracelet,
but at the end of the day even if i love the vespa and cupcake,
ITS JUS TOO EXPENSIVE!
And seriously some of the chains there are so huge and bulky,
when u wear them its like ure a dog seriously.

But oh well its all just for the name.

AND THE DAMN GOLD CHARMS ARE LIKE 1990+
YOU CAN JUS FEED ON 50CENTS BREAD EVERYDAY AND DIE AHHAA.

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Like what haz said,
we got paid not for working but rather for exercising.
And babe, i am always here for you, no matter what,
to listen care and make you smile.
AND since we are so alike am sure my words would be of some help at least?
And you have all of us here for you hazzyy, we all love you and are willing
to do almost anything for you. SO DON WORRY AND KEEP THAT SMILE GOING LOVE!
:):):):):)



OH GOODNESS, i cant even bend down,
i walk as slow as a turtle and every part of my body hurts,
what makes it worst is my cramps...
JIALAT.


AND i wanna thank akka for paying for my doctor visit,
cause it isnt cheap caused freaking 235$,
and i am so glad to see u smiling everyday after the shit
that you have been thru, and no matter what we are all here
for you, P.S. I AM THE NANNY AH! <3


Oh yes, went to powerhouse on wed, and had fun but shit happens
everywhere now ah ahhahaha. Oh well anna don worry its over
and i was there for you, next time BE CAREFUL TAKE CARE OF URSELF BABYGAL!


HOIHOI, tmrm school again to help miss ong with the magazine,
cant wait to see our classmates miss them much.
AND MY DIET STARTS TODAY! HAHAHAHAHHAHAAH.


Sometimes i wonder why right, why cant people just be happy for you?
For what you have now? After all that u have been thru?
Yet they still wanna put u thru misery? And hurt you every single time,
by saying things u don ever wanna hear of or even see them calling you such stuff?
It hurts as much as you think, but oh well, i have got better things to care for.






And Mr.Raj lard boy i love you OH-SO-MUCH,
TILL I CANT SHOOT MY TOE.
NOW ure addicted to chendol, thanks to me!
HEHEHE, and i love every sec with you,
because i hate how we think alike...
and i love how we can walk all over NTUC to find for the
english fella hahahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahahah.
love youuuuuuu b! <3











I CANT WAIT FOR THE 10TH OF MARCH<3

CREDITS TO TAN LR,
HER POST WHICH I TOTALLY AGREE TO 100%





Wednesday, March 03, 2010


i think i will miss being in class doing all sorts of silly things, laughing out LOUD & nonstop, talking nonsense, forcing ppl not to do work, staying up late doing anything but projects, then dozing off in class, eating pocky and all sorts of junk food from north canteen, hoping that ms ong never finds out that we didnt consult her, complaining how some lecturers are just so LAZY, staring into our macs pretending that we are thinking abt our concept, act cute and ask around for charger when no one brings it, always forgetting abt our TAP TAP and stuck outside some stupid door, flooding the printing shop and print like free, skipping class esp on fridays then go for breakfast at macs, always cant decide what to eat and end up eating junk food, being racist and make fun of each other, bullying IB cos he deserves it haha for always being the bad influence, repeating over and over again how ama say HEY! looking forward and paying 100% to giraffe's presentations, dionne's jokes,helping each other and be late for submission tgt, complain again and again why we have to take retail and entp modules, ask around and see who hasnt done anything when submission is in 1wks time, then conclude whose the laziest and try to be even lazier, be so sick looking at our own tea packaging that drag FOREVER, wishing we were dead on every tues instead of being stuck in 626 when tea lesson NEVER ENDS! cos it's 4hrs of doing nothing, taking Queue no. for consultations when lecturers threaten us that its graded, praying that someone will ask for extension when we cant finish our work, then heck everything and slp cos projects are extented, then at the end of the day we still cant finish, so we extend again,


and definitely doing everything that are mention above with haz, ama, nat, km, faiz fa cai PAN! DA! *insert chevady voice*, wantan, jaddul, and everyone else in class.

Friday, March 5, 2010

You walked into my Life, when my world was dark and cold,
you held out your arms, and my heart and soul you did hold.
You promised you would never leave, that you would always be there,
I never knew that I meant so much, that my heart was worth enough to care.

You showed me so many things, I started to dream of you every night,
you melted the coldness in my heart, with the warmth of your light.
I ended up falling for you, how could I not -
you're an Angel in disguise, and every touch from you makes my soul hot.


i miss you b :(


Even if it has just been a day that i heaven got to hear ur voice and see you,
deep down i miss you alot sweetheart <3<3

Monday, March 1, 2010

HAVE A BABY BY ME, BABY, BE A MILLIONAIRE <3<3<3


hehehehehhehehehehheheheheh.


IMMA HAPPY HAPPY GIRL BABEYYYYYY :)



Keep playing games, i smell victory dude,
BECAUSE I ROCK BOOOHHOOO.


AAL IZ WELL <3
And i found my weakness and rajee is using it against me all the time,
because i am a hamster who sniffs people, nw i just cant stop sniffing you b!

Youre so annoyign yet i love thee :)

Ok i am suppose to start my diet TODAY.
BUT BUT i need to go zam fella with my loving woodlands people hahahaha.

THEN HOW THEN HOW,
POUT POUT POUT.


I SHALL STILL KEEP MY DIET,
NO MORE NASI PANDANG AND AND ALL THOSE OILY STUFF ;(




BUT BUT I STILL WANT MY COFFEES HEHE.
I LOVE YOU RAJIV SELVAKUMAR <3
But youre a cow for blogging about my name and all the random things i do,
seriously no other work ah??! WAIT TILL I BLOG ABOUT YOU!
GRRRRRRRR, MONKEY BOY YOU! BUT DILLY DELLY ARE REALLY FRIENDS LA B ;P

And thank you cause you always make me feel special,
and i believe in you,me,us and this.
Because things cant be any better?

LIKE WAFFLES WTH WAS THAT SIA!??
AND TANAH MERAH " THEN WE HAVE TO COME DOWN AGAIN"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.



DUH, youre my soul-mate,
i love you baby <3




AND I LOVE PP TOO HEHE.



PLUS I CANT WAIT FOR WEDNESDAY WITH ANNABELLA THE BANANA GAL WHEEEEEEEEEE :)