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Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Imma gonna haitus till i find my way outta this green shit.
goodbyes.

Monday, April 19, 2010

My day started of well with my babyboy<3
Then came my dashnee baby who made me laugh so much today (;
AND AND AND I LOVE HERMAN HAHA, he made me HAPPY HAPPY WHEEWHHE.

He said i look prettier haha, thank you herman seriously i needed that,
cause i think i am fat so fat like an elephant. ;(

BUT YEAR ONE'S ARE GROSSER GROSS.
HAHA. Esp when they stare like wa.
PLUS SOUTH CANTEEN IS SO SMALL AND CONGESTED!
SO FREAKING HOT, FANS ARE NOT DOING THEIR JOBS.
HMPH. AND BUBBLE TEA IS 1.70$ CAN!
THAT IS GONNA MAKE ME NOT BUY BUBBLE TEA ANYMORE.
STUPID STUPID.


I didnt wanna go sch today,
but i don regret going,
everyone is awesome
(:



AND MELVIN ACTUALLY FELL FOR THE TRICK,
FAIZ AND GANG TOLD HIM
"THE LIBRARY CLOSE DOWN LA, SEWAGE PIPE BURST"
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA, MELVIN MELVIN SO DAM GULLIBLE -_-




Now i jus wanna cry.
I don hate green, but i hate all those links that are TOTALLY NOT HELPING ME.
KUNJI DOG.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

FREAK FREAK FREAK FREAK YOU.

I DON UNDERSTAND YOU.

I CANT TAKE IT ANY LONGER.

DON FREAKING ASSUME.

AND DON FREAKING COMPARE ME WITH SOMEONE ELSE.

DON MAKE ME COMPARE, I MIGHT BE NASTY.

HOW CAN U DO THIS TO ME?!

HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW?

JUST CAUSE URE ANGRY WITH SOMEONE ELSE,
DON FREAKING SHOW ON ME.

AND THAT IS NONE OF MY FREAKING BUSINESS,
GO FREAKING DO IT URSELF.

NO TIME THATS UR FREAKING PROBLEM.
BLAME URSELF AND NOT ME FOR THIS.
WHO ASK YOU TO HAVE SUCHA OH-SO-BORING PERSON BY UR SIDE?!

I GOT A FREAKING LIFE AS WELL.
AND SINCE U DON WANNA GIVE ME WHAT I WANT,
FREAKIT, I DON NEED IT ANYMORE.

WHO IS THE ONE NOT WILLING TO GIVE?
AND URE TALKING ABOUT L-O-V-E?

DO YOU EVEN NOE WHAT IT MEANS?
TO CARE AND TO LOVE SOMEONE?
DO YOU?

NONONO YOU DONT.
LOOK AT URSELF BEFORE CALLING ME CHILDISH.
AND COMPARING ME WITH SOMEONE ELSE.

AND LOOK, THIS IS BETWEEN YOU AND HIM,
DON PULL ME IN.

I GOT MY WORK TO DO AND CONCENTRATE ON.
ITS UR FAULT.

AND HELLO WHAT U MEAN I DON FREAKING CARE?!
IF I DIDNT I WOULDNT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ANYTHING.
I HAD A FIGHT WITH SOMEONE I LOVE JUST CAUSE I DIDNT
WANT TO SEE YOU ANGRY AND I PITY YOU SO I HELPED.


NOT EVEN APPRECIATED A SINGLE BIT.


SUIT URSELF.
I WONT ASK YOU ANYTHING ANYMORE.
FREAKING SHIT.


I DON UNDERSTAND HOW U DONT SEE THAT I AM PATIENT WITH YOU.
WAIT TILL I BLOW UP.
THAT WILL BE DOOMSDAY.
I CAN CONTROL BUT, NOT FOREVER.

YOU MAKE NO SENSE.
NO SENSE AT ALL.

AND TELLING GOD SOMETHING EVERYDAY, SOMETHING STUPID
WONT MAKE UR 'DREAMS' COME TRUE.

YOURE LAME, AND I AM VENTING MY ANGER HERE BECAUSE
I LOVE YOU BUT U DON FREAKING GET IT DO U?!!!!!!


ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

I AM NOT A FREAKING ROBOT.

AND GO LOOK AT OTHERS,
COUNT URSELF LUCKY TO HAVE ME.

SERIOUSLY.
ONE DAY YOU WILL GET IT,
AND I WILL BE PATIENT TILL THEN.



I GIVE UP ON YOU.
BYE.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

SUNSTRONG.
I NEED NOT SAY ANYTHING,
BECAUSE I LOVE YOU (;

AND AND, I HOPE TO SEE YOU ON WEDNESDAY,
IT SUCKS THAT WE ARE ALL SEPARATED ;(

I MISS AJ AND SONIA TOO.
VC0801 LOVES YOU PEEPS(:

Friday, April 16, 2010

LOL TO THE MAX!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA.

OH WELL I DON NEED TO BE LESBIAN
BECAUSE I GOT THE BEST BOY <3
Who loves and understands me like no other,
and ure the one my heart beats for,
and nothing can be as perfect as this,
youre awesome <3

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Every I love you, you whisper,
is like rain for the trees,
moonlight for the ocean,
nectar for the bee

Every kiss bestowed upon me
is like fragrance on flowers,
heat upon the desert,
mist from morning showers

Every glance in my direction
is like flame to the fire,
a twinkling of stars,
a spark of love's desire

Every moment in your arms
is like waves to the ocean,
a rushing, primal urge,
a sweet mix of emotion

Every passing Month,
is like joy without measure,
a life without limits,
I shall love you forever.


You know, i know how special this day is for us,
and i can never stop loving you sweetheart.
And sorry you got wet in the rain for me,
just to come see me with my sore eyes :(

I LOVE YOU NW AND FOREVER B!
MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH<3<3<3<3<3

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

GREEN GREEN MORE GREEN.
GREEN HERE GREEN THERE, GREEN GREEN UNDERWEAR.
POUT ;(

I dono if my ideas are strong enough,
i need to think out of the damn box.
SIANZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

Imma need to go to the library.


Come let me share with you,
then maybe just maybe you might get some ideas.
MAYBE AH.


get/have the green light

- to receive a signal to start or continue something
We got the green light to begin a study of the security problems at our school.

give (someone) the green light

- to give someone permission to proceed with a project
We were given the green light to begin the new project.

grass is always greener on the other side

- a place that is far away or different seems better than where we are now
The man realized that the grass is greener on the other side when he saw that his new job had many problems too.

green

- to be inexperienced or immature
The young man is rather green and does not have enough experience to drive the large piece of machinery.

green around the gills

- looking sick
My friend looked green around the gills after the long bus ride.

green belt

- an area of fields and trees around a town
Our city has a policy to increase the green belt around the city.

green-eyed monster

- jealousy
The woman was consumed by the green-eyed monster and it was affecting her life.

green thumb

- a talent for gardening, the ability to make things grow
My neighbor has a green thumb and she is able to grow one of the best gardens in our neighborhood.

green with envy

- to be very jealous, to be full of envy
I was green with envy when I heard that my cousin would be going to London for a week.

greenhorn

- an untrained/inexperienced/naive person
The young man was a greenhorn and he had much to learn about his new job.




























I vannvannavanna go watch a movie,
actually 2 movies,
ANYONE FREE TO DATE ME TMRM?
<3

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I HATE YOU, SO MUCH THAT I WOULD NOT RESPECT YOU ANYMORE.
HOPE YOU GET THE DAMN HINT!

Get inspired.
I need lots of inspiration.
I am still finding mine.


I will go on searching for it.
So come lets go on a learning journey.
E trade advert is awesome, i love the babies.

Never been this happy to see just a dot.
ONE DOT MAKES ALOT OF DIFFERENCE.


And green is giving me a headache.
I need a backup.
Green is so troublesome,
did i MENTION I MISS THE OTHER HALF OF THE CLASS!
ESP BBG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


" psst psst, i realised youre fat!"
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF


SERIOUSLY DUDE, WTH, I NOE I AM FAT BUT NOT RIGHT TO MY FACE
:(

I knew it i am fat :(
I TOLD YOU ALL ALREADY HMPH NO ONE LISTENS.

And now i am having a bigger headache because,
i might have to take 10 days off from school,
oh goodness.

God pls show me me the way,
show me and guide me Lord.

If it is true that i have to enter thy holy place,
then i shall go, if not, i leave it all in your hands.
<3







i miss my babyboy badly ;(
I am gonna do ur pop up for you b,
pray that it will turn out good,
i love you, and we need to talk,
i miss you ;(

Monday, April 12, 2010

"If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden"

<3<3

I heard, i heard.
About something Green?!

But i heard, i heard I GOT A GOOD SEAT.
OK WAIT MAYBE NOT.
And that its sickening.
Oh goodness here goes the normal routine.


This totally sucks sucks sucks.
But i am glad i have my peeps to get me going :)

But haz wont be thereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,
we will miss u very muchy muchy baby.


I am a bad gal who refuses to take her medication,
and i found out the reason why i got sick already.
But imma happy gal, because my loving B took care of me today :)
Made me hav lunch, bringing me with him everywhere, cause he noes i cant sleep at home!
And putting me to sleep <3
B pls don forget to return me my heels haha -____-


Sometimes i wonder alot, actually all the time ah.
If the peeps ard you say ure childish and stupid,
then how? That is damn bad, i dono what else to say sia.
haiz haiz. THEN ITS LIKE BABY BABY OHHHHHHHHHHHH LIKE.

I MISS AUNTY BUBU ALREADYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
HEHE, so cute i cant wait to see you again next week <3


OHOH I SAW dionne with her tony today, chey chey blushing alll woot woot.
My eyes is tearing, its like freaking burning..

Sometimes, karma hits you like a idiot.
Or watever u want it to hit you like.
So let it burn nigga.

Like it always does does does.
Because i aint gonna give a shit anymore,
sucker.

And faiz you are quite the funny.QUITE.
i miss you all, cant wait to see you all tmrm.
BUT BUT BUT YOURE STILL A SUCKER. PLUS A DOG.
STOP SUCKING MY BLOOD IN MY ROOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All red all over, POUT.

B HELP ;(

Labels: E

STOP ACTING.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

its high time i delete my fb acc,
because there are too many people whom i don one having fb having it.
And its diturbing. So annoying.

And my mom comes in yelling at me, saying why cant i show her the pics on fb,
my aunty is not very bright isnt she.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

PICTURES PICTURES,
ALOT MORE FUNNNY ONES, BUT AM TOO LAZY TOO UPLOAD HAHA.
(: (:

Ohoh, and look at aloysius!
HE IS SO DAM SMALL ALREADY OH MY GOODNESS.
he used to be HUGE, LIKE really huge.
HAHA. and marcus is a fatty now HAHAH.

Everyone else looks the same, ambiga and cat still as preety as ever.
AND AKKA, AUNTY BOOBOO LOVES YOU <3


HEHE AND I LOVE THE NEWLY WEDS:)
SO meant for each other <3

The day that we prepared for, went well
AAL IZ WELL HEHE :)

FINALLY ITS OVER, and we are all happy happy.
Only anneh could not come ;(



Ok tmrm is monday and ya you noe you noe,
sucks big time, totally not looking forward to it.
DAMN.

And i am not feeling very good seriously ;(
dying i need to sleep right now, but i got visitors at home,
cant wait for them to leave GRR.

I DONT EVEN WANNA TAKE MY MAKEUP OFF,
THAT IS HOW MUCH OF FUN I HAD TODAY :)

MAY GOD BLESS THE AWESOME COUPLE,
I LOVE YOU BOTH <3


HAHA even snoopy was in their photo shoot LOL.
HOW CUTE<3



OK pictures soonish, bye.

Friday, April 9, 2010

I wouldnt, didnt know how to even wave at you,
because you didnt even wanna face me anyway,
and even if i did say hi you would have thought i am a total asshole anyway.


Its even harder for me think about it.
I cant even bring myself to even look at you
because you were someone i used to be close too.
Even after so much that u said about me,
you didnt even wanna look at me,
that explains how sorry you are.
People change for the better.

And tmrm is a big day A big big day
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I am nervous very for no reason hahahahaha.
I cant wait at the same time i am not looking forward to
the weekends because shit shit monday is nearing,
i really am not mentally prepared for this.

Freaking yr3, ure kidding me.
Plus no haz who will msg me in the morning
saying she is gonna be late, or she missed her bus,
or its sucha cold morning ;(
saddness modified.

But on the other hand,
i will be able to be outta the house more often
which is gonna make me a busy gal once again.
Prepare for stress.
FREAK.
<3

<3 So much very much more than you think i do :)




TMRM IS THE BIG DAY THAT WE ALL HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR WHEE WHEE WHEE.
GONNA HAVE LOTSA FUN AND FOOD ( NO RICE STILL ).
WOOT WOOT WOOT WOOT. ALL PURPLE TMRM, oh yess plus all those shopping we did just for them, kekekekekkeke.

AND THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR FOR FOR MY GOLD SLIPPER BBBBBBBBBBBBBB FINALLY I HAVE IT,
AFTER EYEING THEM FOR I DONO HOW MANY YRS :)
YOU ROCK SO MUCH MUAH MUAH MUAHHHHH<3

Thursday, April 8, 2010

OH MY
WHAT A NIGHT.


From supper to zouk.
And to seeing many people,
who had to look at me carefully to figure out that i am natalie GOSH.

And i had so much of fun with daughter and best friend,
even if boyfriend wasnt much there.
-_-

I AM SUPER DUPS TIRED.
From here to there to here.
My legs are killing and i need to sleep,
further more i feel far away, i am at woodlands.


And i didnt mention i love you rajee alot much more,
and a day with you isnt enough :)
And i love your class,always have because they are as siao as me ah :)
"YET" I WILL NOT FORGET TAT, STUPID COW BRAINS.
HMPH. NO CHANCE I DON CARE.

But kak is still cute ah,, too cute hehehehehehhehehe.



ITS GONNA BE A TIRING WEEK,
AND SATURDAY IS NEARING I CANT WAITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
LIKE OH MY HEHEH.
So happy for them

OK i need to sleep and get my ass up early wirly cause i need to help B with his stuff :)



TOODLESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
I AM STILL HAVING A HANGOVER
GOODBYE.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

"SUPPERCLUB"

SEE YOU THERE NIGGAS.
<3

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH CS5 COMING..
AND THEN HOW?



SO SICKENING.
I dont think i would want to upgrade.
WHO WHO wanna get cs5?
-____-

Monday, April 5, 2010

"BITTER GOURD"

<3

I have decided.
YES I HAVE.
One word, one day.






TODAY'S WORD:

"LAMP POST"
<3
(YA LA YA LA TWO WORDS LA B! HMPH!)

Sunday, April 4, 2010

I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU M<3,
AND I AM GOING MAD WITH MY IPHONE AND EVERYONE'S BECAUSE YES IT IS INDEED " OUT OF THE WORLD" ACCORDING TO RASHEED ANNEH <3


And there is just too much to learn, i cant wait for more <3

WOOT WOOT WOOT WOOT WOOT,
PARTY LIKE A ROCKSTAR BABY.

Today chachu came over hehehehe,
so cute like always,
with him i jus forget the world :)

And i heaven ate RICE B!
Proud of me not?
HAHA. i am telling everyone you would die if i do eat HAHAHA,
i didnt eat nasi lemak for SUNRISE HOW CAN I NOT?!
GRRRR. But cinnamon rolls were like awesome to the max cannot mac anymore can.
<3<3<3

I love you rajee,
you make me go gaga over you always,
because you became cuter-er-e-r-r,
but wait thats cause i am cute,
and pls stop talking like me BOOHOO,
you not cool la, imma cool girl hehehe.

CANT WAIT TOO SE YOU TMRM WHEEEE,
sorry today you left your house and
me and bro cancelled on you HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA,
So egg-cited all you can be,
the rain never go away lor, so cannot play lor.
UNDO.

But i still adore thee as much as you noeeeeeeee, you noeeeeeeeeeeee.
OK I AM HIGH ON RUM,SLURPEE,LACK OF SLEEP,CHICKEN SAMBAL,CHACHU AND IPHONE.
OK IMMA HAPPY GAL I LOVE YOU ALL.
I LOVE YOU MARK DARREN, MATTHEW DAVARAJ, PRIS (NOT HERE), PP(LOOKING HOT YTD AND ALWAYS), ANNABELLA(ALL THE BEST FOR WORK), BBG(GET WELL SOON, AND GOOD LUCK FOR WRK),
RAJIV(I EFFING LOVE YOU LIKE HOW A CAT LOVES A MOUSE), LINDA ARULMARY(AND UR BABY EHEH),MELVINIO MESSI(I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD BECAUSE URE A COOL BRO TOO COOL FOR ME I SAY, BUT STILL A GLG), APPA AND AMMA( TOO SEXY AH FOR A CHILD LIKE ME AHHAHAAHAH MUAHH MUAHHH), AND EVERYONE IN THIS WORLD I L-O-V-E YOU.


BYE LA BYE.

Jesus came to earth,
To show us how to live,
How to put others first,
How to love and how to give.

Then He set about His work,
That God sent Him to do;
He took our punishment on Himself;
He made us clean and new.

He could have saved Himself,
Calling angels from above,
But He chose to pay our price for sin;
He paid it out of love.

Our Lord died on Good Friday,
But the cross did not destroy
His resurrection on Easter morn
That fills our hearts with joy.

Now we know our earthly death,
Like His, is just a rest.
We'll be forever with Him
In heaven, where life is best.

So we live our lives for Jesus,
Think of Him in all we do.
Thank you Savior; Thank you Lord.
Help us love like you!




Happy Easter! Allelujah!
Jesus Christ, He lives!
Serve Him to receive salvation;
Eternal life he gives!





Like how we shared as a group for sunrise service today,
i cannot measure my love for you Lord,
even if sometimes i love myself more than i love you,
i know for sure there are reasons why i have to go thru certain things in life,
and that you will always know what is best for me,
And its true i am extra happy on easter.
Its just a feeling no one can express seriously,
even if ure down, the thought of it will jus make you smile,
lookin at all those cute lil eggs,
people rejoicing and singing in joy,
is jus awesome :)
<3

YAY.
HAPPY EASTER LOVES :)

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Back ache :(
flu :(
throat pain :(
teary eyes :(

just hoping I won't get fever,
cause BBG is down with a fever too.

:(


what more do I need, can't all this pain leave me
alone :(

Freak.

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH STUPID UNDO.
There are CUTE guys and GROSS guys.
One of the cute ones hehehehe.
I <3 YOU LONG TIME LIL BOY.

And bring me to LA,
imma marry a nigga, a sexy one.
woot woot woot woot.

And you never fail to make my day,
even when i am down,
muahhhhhhhhhhhh.

Friday, April 2, 2010

HAHAH ur reaction is priceless B <3
Youre too cute seriously :)



And i cant hibernate anymore,
i wake up at 9am sharp every single day,
i dono why. :(

And I cant wait for sunday,
to celebrate the JOY <3

AND FOR THOSE TO KEEP SAYING
"HAPPY GOOD FRIDAY"
I FEEL LIKE SHOOTING YOU ALL DOWN.
ITS NOT A DAY TO CELEBRATE.
SO PLS.





And i cant eat rice anymore,
if i do, rajiv will die.
THEN HOW?
hahahhahaha.


woot woot no rice man,
i need to lose it, the dam fats.
<3

Thursday, April 1, 2010

1 OUT OF 10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000
REASONS WHY I LOVE THIS BOY.
HE IS JUST TOO ADORABLE <3
MUAH MUAH.


pout pout forever pout!
<3