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Tuesday, May 25, 2010

TO my fellow CLASSMATES!

IF U GUYS READ THIS,
I AM IN DEEP SHIT,
I HOPE U GUYS R FINE!
CAUSE I AM NOT!

I AM RUSHING FOR TIME,
I GOT NOT ENOUGH SLEEP.

EH EH BUT THEY GUYS HERE ARE HOT.
I MISS MY RAJIV SELVAKUMAR MORE THAN ANYTHING.

AND IRSAEL IS SUCHA BEAUTIFUL PLACE.
I saw the place where Jesus was born,
i saw Virgin mary's house,
i went across the sea of galilee.

WHAT MORE?
MANY MORE I HAVE SEEN LEARNED AND AM SO TOUCHED AND BLESSED.
(:


BUTTTTTTT HELLOOO I NEED HELP FOR MY WRK ;(



OHOHOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SHALOM EVERYONE.


SEE U SOONISH.
BABYBOY I MISS U LIKE A MAD GAL B!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(

Saturday, May 22, 2010

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me, yeah

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh yeah yeah

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

Everything I know and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love, whoa

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me, yeah oh yeah oh



















I am leaving in an hour,
and i really hope i can do this.

I hope i packed whatever i need,
i hope i don forget anything for sch wrk,
once i get back its time to print,
this isnt easy,
but i am almost there.


Right now i am very sad,
all those words are running thru my head,
it hurts, it kills.


TO VCO8O1/02

YOU GUYS CAN DO IT!
2WEEKS! WOOT.

AND to those we msged me,
thanks alot really means alotttt for all those encouragement and motivation.
I love you guys.

SEE you when i get back.



I am leaving on a jet plane with hell lotsa pain.
<3


P.S. I WAS SOORU YTD. Thank goodness anneh was my life saver.

Friday, May 21, 2010

Happy birthday my best friend,
Amazing times, we always spend.
Laughter and jokes are common place,
Since we built that solid base.

Special friend that I hold dear,
Always wish to have you near.
We get along, like bread with honey,
A friendship worth, much more than money.

If you stumble, count me there,
Gratitude; no need to declare.
Your thoughts are clear, in my mind,
Understanding we always find.

Happy birthday my best friend,
I’m excited to attend.
This birthday poem, is just for you,
A great big smile is overdue.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG HAZWANI HAMDAN!!
AKU LOVE YOU PLENTY BABYGAL <3<3
MUAH MUAH MUAHHHHHHHHHHH.
MEET ME SOON FOR TEH WE GOT LOTS TO TALK ABOUT YA!

HOPE URE DOING FINE,
HOPE UR FEVER IS GONE!
HAVE A BLAST SEXY,
URE A YR WISER AND SEXIER,
HEHEEHHEHE <3

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING (:
MUAH MUAH.

SHIT LA!!!!!!!


I CANT DO THIS!!!

I AM GONNA MISS EVERYONE BADLY ;(

ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

AND THERE IS TOO MUCH OF WORK TO DO!

DAMN!!

THE THOUGHT OF MISSING EVERYONE,
AND ME HAVING TO DO WORK THERE ALL BY MYSELF
KILLS!!!



B 10 DAYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS SIA!
;(


I AM GONNA MISS ALL UR SHITTYNESS ;(

AND ANNEH HOW SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA,
NO ONE TO DISTURB U :(

HAIZ HAIZ.

OK AH BYE TIME TO CONSULT.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

NOT that i am being mean or anything,
but i am stating the fact.

There is seriously a huge difference between civilized and uncivilized people,
SERIOUSLY. It clearly showed me today, how ridiculous you all can get.

I mean now i understand why we are from polytechnics, unlike you all, but i noe there are only some whom are really acting stupid in public, the rest are ok.



BUT TODAY WAS OH MY TIRED DAY.
NAVY NAVY OHHHH NAVY.
FUN YES, VERY FUN YES BUT CROWD NONONO. SWEAT EVEN MORE NO, MATS MINAHS NONO OH NO!

BUT OVERALL we got free photos and alot more.
i LOVE MY CLASS.
<3






And my b is the best,
i love you alot,
it hurts to leave you here,
and i am glad ure right beside me now to kiss you till i go (:

And i love how i am motivated and how i do my work when ure by my side,
And you know i love you bery much babyboy<3


DON MISS ME TOO MUCH K?
EVEN IF I SURE WILL ;(

You rock rajeeeeeeee.




HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


MY B IS SO CUTE,
he went down to buy chocolate milk from 7eleven FORGOT money/card,
bum headdddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.

REASONS why i love this boy ahahhahahahaha <3

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

HELLO HELLO

MY NAME IS NATALIE PETERS

AND I LOVE MY CLASSMATES THEY ARE SO AWESOME.
I LOVE MY FAMILY CAUSE THEY ROCK SO MUCH.
I LOVE MY FRIENDS VERY MUCHY.

ABOVE ALL I NEED TO MENTION,
RAJIV SELVAKUMAR YOU TREAT ME LIKE A PRINCESS
AND I CANT ASK FOR ANYTHING MORE CAUSE URE JUS TOO AWESOME BABY.
MUAH MUAH MUAH.

I WILL RUN TO UR ARMS WHEN I GET MY ASS BACK VOKAY?

OHOHOHOH I AM GONNA MISS DASHER,RENU,MUHAIMIN,HAZ,LR,KM,FAIZ,MELVIN,ZHEN LU,AMA
AND EVERYONE!

I WISH U GUYS ALL THE BEST FOR THE 2 WEEKS FOR FINAL WORK,
WE CAN DO IT!
AND OH OH PLS CONSTANTLY CHECK UR FB AND MAILS,
I MIGHT SEND U GUYS STUFF,



OKOOKOK,
today baby bought me hard disc and a cute purple mouse hehehe (:
HAPPY IS ME.


And he bought himself 4 SHOES!
NOT 1,2,3 BUT 4!

GRRR.
AND HIS BOOTS was oh so awesome,
cant wait to see him run in them tmrm (:

And for those whom i cant meet before i fly off,
i am sorry no time hoorr, see you all when i get back ok (:

MUAHH I LOVE MY PEOPLE VERY MUCH.




And i need to start packing soon,

die die die.
summore cant wear sleeveless,shorts or skirts,
EVERYDAY JEANS LEI, HOT LIKE COCK BODOH.

-_____-

http://www.mydeathspace.com/article/2006/06/29/Natalie_Peters_%2822%29_was_convicted_of_vehicular_homicide_when_she_crashed_into_a_tree_killing_her_friend_Joshua_Chavez_%2818%29




WTHHHHHHHHHH KM SENT ME THIS HAHAHAHAHA.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

YAY YAY, one burden off my shoulder,

First i was all panicky because my Ai hanged-ed-ed-ed.

Too many clipping masks and guess what?
It said 'cant move object not enough memory'

WTH DUDE!
hahaha. i was shocked, like seriously.
And lr said i should clear my files,
Alright i shall clear them and oh yes DELETE pictures of unwanted people/things/shit.

Totally thought they were gonna bombard me with questions, but they were too busy laughing at my bee with 4 legs -_____-
Thanks ah.

Oh well am glad its over.
But i need to do my wrk even if i not in sch for 10 freaking days,
i promised to mail them.

OH DID I MENTION THE FLIGHT IS 12 HRS?
LIKE HEELLLOO I AM SO GONNA DIE, i shall do my wrk and watch movies.

The last time i travelled far was to paris freaking 14 hrs,
and now 12 hrs wa wa wa.

I am quite eggcited but at the same time i wanna stay here and complete my wrk.
Oh well i shall half half there WOOT (:

I am gonna miss my babyboy alotsssss.
10 days only la b wont die don vorry <3



ok i am gonna sleep after all these clipping mask.
TIDOH NIGHTS,<3

Monday, May 17, 2010

I CAN DO THIS I CAN DO THIS I CAN DO THIS.


I am glad i am thinking positive (;


AND NOW I AM SUPER SUPER SUPER HUNGRY.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

i jus realised i am leaving on pris pilley's birthday,
how much can it suck?


I am so gonna miss my babyboy OHHH NOOOO.
And obviously school..... which i shall not talk abt anymore.

Its ok i shall take a break there.

And did i mention internet is 20US damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ex.

ok now i quite eggcited cause i wanna float in the dead sea wheee (:

Thursday, May 13, 2010

I cant do work when my freaking mind is not cleared
and when i am under this shit i really cant,
someone save me.

I need some love.
All i wanna do is sleep,
good bye.

I feel that i am in this all alone,
and i have to pull myself outta this all by myself.

I really dono how i feel about it,
but something is very wrong.

I dono how am gonna do it,
i dono how the outcome is gonna be,
i dono if i can do this,
i dono if i can pull thru,
i dono whats gonna come for me?
i really really dono if its just a test,
i dono i reallyyyyyyyyy don't.


Everything is just wrong,
so so so wrong.

But like i said i leave it up to him,
and he has made decisions for me,
i will keep my faith going..

All the way..
But its scary how i have to get things done
before the 22nd or wait maybe 18th.

I have been thinking alot,
and the thinking kills,
crying to myself isnt right,
i dono how to explain how i feel,
i really dont.


But i really hope i can do this.
I REALLY HOPE.

And pls don be nice to me cause you have and need too,
because its fake SO SO SO fake.
And it doesnt make a difference to me.
Really doesnt.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

OH MY GOODNESS I MISS MY BOY SO MUCH.
DIE DIE DIE.

And good luck for exams b <3

amdyingwithoutmyhappypillb.
muah <3

GET THIS STRAIGHT SHIT-HEADS,
I DON GIVE A LIVING SHIT ABOUT ALL OF YOU ANYMORE,
BECAUSE IT WAS THE PAST.

And like i dono who ure talking abt..
SERIOUSLY GET A LIFE!

AND U ALL ARE SUCH LOSERSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
OH OH AND STALKERS.

HAHAHAHA SHIT-HEADS.

Darling, I am missing you,
u already know it, for this isn't something new
I've heard of people fall in love,
but none like us who wish to rise above
Without you, all that I am is incomplete,
owing to your love so pure and the manner so neat
Baby, I wanna run towards you and lay you by my arm,
feel the warmth and your addictive charm
When I crack jokes and your face wears that smile,
I wish to keep walking with you mile after mile
In turbulent times too, It's you who always mends,
I truly wish this love story of ours never really ends
You bring that happiness in my life and all that sunshine,
Ah! You make me feel as if you are mine and only mine
So what if you are not right here with me,
no one can imagine what we can come up with, the world is truly waiting to see!

I MISSSS MYYYYYYYYYYYY B :(

NEVER SEE YOU FACE SO LONG,
i vanna die hahahahaa.


"Bandito i miss your toe" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

I wanna be glued to ur ass b ;(

I hope too seee you soon,
and now that ure moving so far away from me,
i feel like crying,
cause its soo far like sentosa
;(



I LURB YOU RAJEEEEEE ;)
<3

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

I THINK today is one of my worst days after a long long long long time.
Firstly i am supposed to be on mc so i didnt go school,
BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.


i got into shit, i woke up decided to go to school to talk to my lecturers seeing if they can cover my ass, erm thanks ransome and khee soon.
Well at least they understand unlike you know who..

So after bathing, i washed my clothes put them into the washing machine and zoomed off to my room........... slipped and FELL, freaking hard fall i yelled i bet my mom thought i died, she was like " AIYO PILLEY!" HAHA. ok then yes my back hurts even more as it is am complaining to b about my back ok nehmind.

Then cabbed down to school crying like a dog , too angry and sorry i yelled at everyone ah whoever on the phone with me. ;(

Saw dasher for a big hug,went to class ransome dono go where,
talked to khee soon.. did work, ate..
Cabbed home cause i was in too much of pain.

Came home ran to the toilet vomited, ran to my room cause i was too dizzy,
slept, could not move cause i swear the pain is worst then ever,
like back in sec sch days ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

Then had many calls, BEGGING ME, i cant do anything i cant finish my wrk by the 22nd
so you decide, i cant be helping you for your mistake..
i mean in this case i cant...


WHAT MAKES EVERYTHING WORST IS TODAY I DIDNT GET TO SEE MY BABYBOY ARG ;(
So much of pain and tears today, thank God the day has ended.



I really hope i don have to go, but if i am left with no choice God bless me.
Time for kit-kat, bye.

Monday, May 10, 2010

I HOPE URE IN A BETTER PLACE,
I STILL FEEL LIKE SHIT I GOTTA ADMIT.

NO MATTER WHAT YOU WERE CUTE AND YOUNG.
TOO YOUNG TO HAVE GONE.
I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU VERY MUCH.
MUAH <3








Back to the greenshit.

You know we love you no matter how much you nag at us (;
Happy Amma's day (:


But the difference this year was that patti wasnt with us to celebrate this joyous day.
I pray that she gets all our wish and that she is deeply missed.
Because she was an awesome mom too,
and i know for sure that my mom has been thinking about her the whole day.






I hope you love youuu giftttttttttttt amma<3


P.S. YES ITS THE FAMILY CAKE (LOL)

Causeyouretheeffingbest


I love you b<3
But i hate sushi, i really do.

SOrry i dropped your baby ;(
And you rock my invisible kunji horrrrr.














OK 8 MORE DAYYS!
I AM GONNA DO THIS SHIT.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

I really wish i had just one last chance to hold you ;(


I love you and i am sorry really truly am.
I know you are in a better place.
Just that i am really shocked,
and ure the youngest one ;(

I hope u didnt suffer in pain,
i love you lil one.
R.I.P

MUAH <3

Thursday, May 6, 2010

So here's the thing,
which i need to bring up,
because it annoys me how some people don understand.


Girl is in a relationship with a boy.
Another boy liked the girl for a very very long time already.
Girl cant do much because she treats him as a friend and nth more.
The another boy wants to be more than friends.
Girl explained but the another boy says "i lost my loved one"

WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

Seriously if you cant just be friends then too bad,
sad life for you.
Because to a girl her boy is more important,
and its annoying because ure creating problems.
So please don go and indirectly hint stuff thru her friends.
arg!




And i think sometimes even when a boy and a girl are best friends,
there is something called distance, and you would not want to create anything
between a relationship seriously, don get urself into shit and make people hate you
for all sorta reasons which is totally uncalled for. So please.

Am proud of you (:














P.S. STOP ASKING QUESTIONS AND BEING A EFFING KPO IN MY OH SO AWESOME LIFE WITHOUT YOU.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

You can be anything in this world, but tonight ure gonna be my freaking Dancer.




Nothing else matters,
only when that rainbow was shining just for my eyes,
it really made my day.
I loved it oh so much <3


Ok its high time i get serious,
because on the 18th ah ah you know yeah.


I smell mc spicy from the pantry.
OH boy i need to shit.






Ok so i need to go out and take pictures soon with my kony baby,
cause i really miss photography alot, ALOT.


I mac is rocking anneh's room.
Now we are a apple family wheeeeeeee<3

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

I am not back, but i am back.
DIG IT?


I love my boy alot.
I love my dasher alot.
I love my family alot.
I love school even if it kills to be bored to death.
I love the gal i am now, unlike before.
I love my hamsters that never fail to make me smile.
OH YES I LOVE TADPOLES.


I LOVE MY RAJIV SO MUCH MORE THAN THAN.
HE IS MY COOL BOY.
<3


Today i miss my dasher cause she no sch ;(
OK BACK TO THE MOVIE
WOOT WOOT.